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2012-01-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

Hari ni laptop saya rosak. Tapi sekarang dah okay! Thanks to all my beloved pghen who were there to help me when I was crying bcause of this stupid laptop! Urgh.

Maaf, ini bukan coretan NadiahBS. Thanks :)

19-year-old blogger.

2012-01-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi there.

Woah, my last post was on January 4th. Means, more than two weeks since I last updated my blog. Yes, that was a solid proof that I've been REALLY BUSY these days. two weeks without proper sleeping pattern and a nice rest. Alhamdulillah, I got a week of Chinese New Year holidays. at least I can qodha all my sleeps and have a real good long rest. Well actually I still have loadssss of works to do though it's holiday. Some work on HACC thingy and non-stop assignments that keep on bugging me. anyways, that's what I have to pay for being an A-level student isn't it? So, there's no need for me to keep on complaining about that. Okay, stop ranting.

Well, being me who is already friggin' busy but still couldnt stop letting other things to come in my way, I signed up for tutoring the Koreans ! yes, I may sounds surprisingly excited to you guys about this because as you all know, I am never a fan of K-pop. But, well they are not Korean artists and stuff, so yeah, I'm excited for that haha. actually, I wasnt planning on signing up for this thing but Najwa and Syaz kept on asking, and yeah thanks to them. I really enjoy getting along and mingle with Hyung Min. Oh yes, Cho Hyung Min is the name of our new friend :) He's 25 by Korean age, and 24 if counted by year. sounds confusing? okay. he was born on 1988, but he said that in Korea, a freshly born baby ( haha sounds weird ) is counted as 1 year old instead of 1 day old like how Malaysians counted. So that means, I am 20 if I follow Koreans counting !

And that's Hyung Min ! He's tall and an athlete too ! He run marathon for 10km only within 56 minutes. how surprisingly fast ! Dasyat ! We were literally jaw-dropped when he told us about that.

Oh, we supposed to tutor him English, well not really tutoring, ( tutor sounds so formal ) we just mingle and chat in English. He had quite a hard time to talk in English with us because he knows simple words only. He was so cute when he making faces if he didnt know the words that he wanted to say in English. We used hand-gestures a lot ! I really had so much fun hanging out with him. We're going to bring him to Kuala Lumpur soon to show him some places and hang out together before he fly back to Korea on 5th February. Cant wait ! :) ( Yes I am excited to the max haha )

Okay, enough with that.

Let's proceed to other topic.

OH !

the reason why I was soooooooooo busy, and actually still am, is because of HACC. yes, Hiking and Camping club which I joined since 1st semester but only now I felt the busyness as I am one of the Hicom now ( Even those non-hicom are busy too. Two big events coming soon ). We were having meeting almost everyday and I'm tired of it. Well, actually all of us were tired of it. but what can we do, there's so many things to do in so little time. Starting from the Interview for New Members ( 2 days ), Pra-Orientation for New Members, our underground activities to Broga Hill and Sg Tekala and which we then went to KL for some hiking shopping, and soon.... Orientation at Bukit Kutu and Annual Grand Dinner (AGD). Oh and the theme for AGD is International Culture. I already have something on my mind on what to wear that night, heee :) just wait and see. *winkwink*

For the picture of all HACC's activities for the last two weeks, I'll post 'em in another entry. :)

Oh one more thing, about my 19th birthday ! I'll talked about it later. Still havent got photos from my friends yet. once I have those pictures, I'll straightly update on that ! :D

Turrah !

A-Level ; Semester 2

2012-01-04T17:36:00.003+08:00

First day of college for semester 2 was okay. We got our Biology and Statistics final exam marks. :|

Yes, straight face means I didnt get good marks. Statistics's quite okay but the marks need to combine with core math's marks to get the real mark for my mathematics subject. hoping that my core math would give me a big banana smile on my face. *pray*

Anyway, I'm just looking forward for a better and fun semester. Hope that I can still keep on track for every subjects. InsyaAllah.

Going for a jog at the park ! Turrah ! ;)

Two Thousand Eleven.

2011-12-29T22:50:00.027+08:00

Hey. 2011 is coming to an end. Another year flew away, hope that's gonna make us into a more mature and useful person for our own selves, families, friends and the world. ecehh.

Two more days before we hit 2012. What have we done throughout the year of 2011. Something beneficial, or just another wasted year?

Well, let see. As for me, it was quite a beneficial one, and great too. though there were still some unwanted sad pathetic things happened to me several times.

Let's do some review on 2011, babeehh ! ( Oh and the pictures I uploaded untuk event yg I tak mention okay? )

January ;

Still in the freedom of SPM mood. Being a couch potato most of the times. And I love every bitsof 'em. my mind and body were a complete wasted that time, but wth there's nothing to do since high school is over, so yeah couch potato I was. Oh, I turned 18 on January 16th. Yes, saya "kaklong" untuk anda-anda semua. eceehh haha. Oh time ni, my "boyfriend" got accepted to Universiti Teknologi Petronas for early intake. Yelah, orang hebat kan, guna result trial. Eh?Tapi kenapa ada tanda ---> "boyfriend". tungguuuuu.

And I went for Final Program Cabaran Angkasawan ! I was one of the finalist. Woot woot ! Heee. And that was pretty much a good start for a new year, isn't it? Kenangan hebat-hebat belaka sepanjang program tu. Walaupun semua finalist beza umur pun banyak juga ( the youngest was 17 and the oldest was 34 if I'm nt mistaken ). Best gila. I was so inspired and motivated. Oh, and Dr. Faiz Khaleed is a great man. Tak sangka he is so friendly ! He was with us all the time during the program. The prize was a trip to Starcity Moscow, Russia but I didnt win it. Tapi takpe, dah dapat masuk pun dah happy gila kot ! :)

From KL to Langkawi

My new family ! YAM - Yayasan Angkasawan Malaysia

February ;

A happy ending of January 2011, but I could say ( at that time lah kan ) A sad starting of February 2011 ( Okay, lebih kepada emo actually LOL ). Sebaaabbbbbb, I broke up on February 9th. So, sebab tu lah, kat review January tu, ada tanda "boyfriend" tu haha. Sebab apparently, now EX sudah. That time memang emo lah kan ( well who dont when they break up? ) tapi I moved on. Sekarang hati, jiwa, badan, segalanya SIHAT WALAFIAT ! Alhamdulillah.

Rasanya itu je kot yang I ingat for February haha. Oh oh, I think I started working with my dad on this month. :)

February ni to me, lebih kepada 'Moving On Phase' lah. Eceehh.

From Kuantan to KL, by bus. Me, Puriee and Jian !

Went to Putrajaya, met my bangsawans.

March ;

I tak ingat lah what happened on this month. Hmmm.

Eh wait !!

SPM RESULT lah weyy ! :D

Alhamdulillah, I got 9A's. Never expected that. Most of my teachers pun terkejut kot. Yelah I was such a lazy ass and ALWAYS sleep in the class. Not to mention all the BIG RED F on most of my core subject. Sumpah happy gila time tu sebab I ni kiranya bukan lah dalam golongan "target straight A's". Serious. Tapi Alhamdulillah again and always. All my efforts paid off. Nasib baik I got 16% for my add math on April test ( Oppss, secret revealed. :| ), kalau tak, memang takdenya lah nak sedar diri, wake up call bagai.

Jom Heboh concert at Terengganu with basketball players.

Basketball reunion

April ;

Time terpalsung-busy-gilsangam lah kan for high school leavers. Yelah, time ni lah semua dok sebok nak apply itu ini. My mom was the busiest of all kot haha. Suruh I apply for all sorts of scholarship. Name it, JPA, Petronas, Khazanah, TNB, Yayasan Pahang terengganu semua lah haha. Okay, nak apply pun berdebar gila okay. Sebab for JPA and Mara tu, have to choose either one. ONE only. So, resah gelisah lah. sebab ramai suruh apply for Mara. Tapi I takut sebab usually Mara akan lebihkan tu budak MRSM kan. Lepas istikarah ( which I hoped I dream about which scholar I click on the website ) tapi tak dapat petunjuk through mimpi. Maybe Allah kasi petunjuk ikut berat hati ke mana, or whatever we called it, So, hati ku ini berat ke JPA ! :D Applied lah for JPA

The best night ever - Sleepover with 54Fs at MS Garden Hotel. Husna's dad treat ! Sebab semua54F got straight A's. Alhamdulillah ;)

Penyampaian hadiah SPM at SESTER

Penyampaian Hadiah Yayasan Terengganu

Iqa and I went to KL. met up bangsawans and the boys.

May ;

Berdebar pulak tunggu result for every scholarship yang di-applied. Alhamdulillah, once again, I got offered for interview by JPA, Yayasan Terengganu, Yayasan Pahang, Petronas ( for UTP intake ) and tk ingat lah apa lagi, ke takde dah. *shrug* Semua pergi kecuali yang untuk course selain Medic haha. Memang dah tau tak nak pun engineering, tapi my mom still suruh apply -.-so apply jelah, tapi tak pergi pun interview. Hati tak memilih pyhsics sangat. heee.

Husna's coming to town ! Great moments with the 54Fs ;)

Beach time, with my bitches. heee

Shima's coming to town ! Bangsawans hangout.

June ;

Tak ingat apa jadi pada June. Sorry. Oh pasal result interview pun not sure whether got on Mayor June. Just assumed June sebab I have nothing to write in this column. Alhamdulillah, God Al Mighty, dapat semua interview yang I attended. JPA to India, Yayasan Pahang to Mesir and Yayasan Terengganu to Russia.

Okay. Memang 2 3 bulan penat jantung berdebar, sakit otak mengerah keputusan. I was in dilemma. Yelah tk tau nak pilih mana. Mesir and Russia kena preparation 3 bulan je and off to the destination, and India pulak 2 freaking long years of preparation and baru fly ke India. Memang nyum nyum lah kan Mesir and Russia sebab cepat fly. Tapi after considering all aspects and dengar few nasihats from orangsss, doctorsss, friendsss. India it is ! :DD

Went to Australia for 2 weeks ! ( Brisbane & Gold Coast )

July ;

Registered for college, INTEC. Doing my 2 years A-level there. Orientation was fun. INPRO was super fun. My bestfriend, Husna was in the same college too ! Took MEPS, going to Jordan. Memang kalau ada masa je, mesti lepak dengan dia.

Participated in Basketball match - INPRO ( 2nd place ! )

INPRO closing ceremony - A-Level won !

Participated in Frisbee - INPRO ( 2nd place jugak )

The day I showed to Husna my so-called crush haha. - Food Festival.

August ;

I started to feel the stress burying me deep down the ground sebab they ( the people in the college ) are all genius to the max! And untuk I yang so-so ini, terasa sangat rendah darjatnya. Serious :( Dengan sedihnya, Ogos adalah bulan terakhir kami together-gether di INTEC. She off to Jordan few days after Aidliftri. How sad. Tapi rasa sangat bermakna lah sebab time or detik-detik terakhir bersama ( eceh so lovey dover cheesy meesy ) banyak benda lah kitorang spent masa together. ( okay tk faham dh ayat -.- ) yelah, kami pergi berjalan mencari baju raya together, men-visit ex-boyfriendnya di hospital together, bukak puasa together, and banyak lah together-nya :D Miss you anak Gapor ! <3

Break-fasting with my bestie and her MEPS friends.

Break-fasting with ze classmates !

Break-fasting with ze ex-Sesterians

Our happened-to-be Annual Sleepover at Tiya's ! ;)

September ;

College jelah, apa lagi. Oh time ini memang saya berdikari sekali lah ! Sebab I was quite alone at that time. Kat INTEC memang lah ada classmates nak pergi lunch library apa semua. tapi kat Akasia not really. Especially weekend. Memang I tapau makanan makan dalam bilik sorang2 jelah selalu haha. foreveralone as what Afiqah usually said. Tapi nasib lah ada rakan SMART ku sekalian. Terubat sikit ke-sunyian di hati. ecehh.

October ;

Kurang dah detik-detik foreveralone haha. Rakan SMART sentiasa di sisi. ;)

Oh time ni dah stressed out pasal carry marks rendah lah apa lah. And final pun dah dekat ! Routine harian ---> Siang : Pegi INTEC for classes. Malam : Pegi studyroom for absorbing-facts-and-brain-tortured sessions HAHA

Wall climbing at Extreme Park Seksyen 13 with the Akasias and Cemaras.

Malam Sayembara. Tapi kami buat persembahan atas jalan je haha.

Malam Ko-PLN. Hebat kembar Syaza menyanyi. Suara buat I cair haha.

Lawatan Ko-PLN to UiTM puncak alam

Crazy moments with classmates !

November ;

Final exams. Finish. I lepokzzz je memanjang. Issue report? HAHA sebulan lagi ada. Chillex bro !

Rasa macam baru habis SPM pun ada time ni. Heaven, I tell you.

December ;

I iz so into One Tree Hill. I iz watching every night. I haz no life hahahaha.

Issue report? Oh ya. Seminggu lagi nak register baru gatal nak buat. Yes, and now still working on it. Naiss =='

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Sorry entry ni terlalu panjang, beyong my expectation. Ingat nak tulis sikit-sikit sahaja. Tapi mana nak cram 365 hari dengan 1 entri yang pendek kan? Waahh bila post entri ni baru perasan that my 2011 is SUPER DUPER FUN !

Okay.

2011 saya penuh suka duka, gelak tawa, sedih hiba. But that what makes me more stronger than before.

So, how about you? Apa 2011 dah buat pada diri anda?

Our dads were bestfriends.

2011-12-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hang out with Iqa todayyy ! :D

Watched Songlap and had 7 cheesy bites pizza for our lunch. Oh, and Baskin Robbin's ice-cream for dessert.

Looking at this photo makes me realised how chubby I have become all this while. Bulat gila muka okay. No wonder Yana selalu cakap yang my face bulat bulat :O haha.

Oh, and bought a pair of Vincci flat shoes for Iqa ! Birthday present. Actually, tak planned pun. Nak habiskan my RM10 Padini voucher tadi. I wanted to buy for myself sebenarnya, but then terfikir macam dah banyak sangat dah kasut kat rumah, so I still wanted to buy it. So, I just bought it for Iqa haha. And, it was so cheaappp ! Berbaloi ! :D

( Oh, upload kecik sikit gambar dia HAHA, feels weird muka dia terpampang besar kat entri ni. heee )

While having those long girl's talk and gossip, terserempak pulak dengan Kisshen. Our SESTER senior. Well, I used to called him, "Anne", ( abang in Tamil ). We were so closed those days. Then, dia joined borak sampai kitorang balik.

It feels so relieved to have this girls day out, even though only two of us hanging out together. Rindu gila nak borak and lepak with my girls. Hmmm.

Hope bila balik Shah Alam nanti, can meet up with my 54Fs and Bangsawans. Ronggeng around KL like we used to ;)

Ulalaaaa !

2011-12-25T11:26:00.005+08:00

Okay. Attention.

This might be a one lame entry of celebrity crush. HAHA.

*wink*

Ohmygod ! Had the most awesome dream ever last night ! I just couldn't believe it that I was actually dreamt about One Tree Hill haha. Funny enough, I was there, IN THE STORY, with Mr. Hottie, Chad Michael Murray ! Who would ever imagine that I would stand and walk beside him ?! Yes, BESIDE HIM. But it's nothing like a movie though, it was like we're in the same college going through our life like a normal person. But there's also some conflicts and dramas. Wait ! Maybe it do looks like the OTH series, the situation, the surrounding. Weehooo. :) That is soooo cool ! and there was also Brooke Darvis ( Sophie Bush ) and her girl friends. We had our meal together at McD haha. There's also an event where my hand was massively bleeding due to hmmm okay I forgot why my hand was bleeding. But of course, I was with Chad Michael Murray or should I called him as Lucas Scott heeee ;) I swear there was a lot, yes A LOT of events going on. I can't really remember all of it. But sure as heck it was the most awesome dream I ever had ! Wohooo for the dream of Dec 25th !

The story supposed to be a lot longer, but I just can't recalled all of the dream. Better than nothing, right? I woke up with a smile, I tell ya !

Quite a good end for 2011, isn't it?

*GRIN*

Nadideo Nadidei

2011-12-24T14:10:00.004+08:00

Found this on tumblr ! Haven't do this kind of stuff for quite a longggg time. Though this is all the so-myspace thingy, I always have fun doing it ! ;)

Let's begin !

1. Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?

Hmm. Depends on the reasons we broke up.

2. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
No, because I'm not really into those cheesy moments when in relationship with someone. But if you talked about bestfriends forever and ever. well definitely NO, they never leave me ! I love them for always being there whenever I'm in good and bad.

3. Your relationship status?

Well, I'm single. But in my facebook account, I'm married to Shahera Zahari ! Awwww :D

4. Where did you meet your crush(es)?
Where else other than high school and college, aite?

5. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Alhamdulillah, not yet.

7. Do you smoke weed regularly?
"of course !" HAHAHA -.-

8. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Hmm I already stated before that I'm single. So, NO. have been single for almost a year. Wohooo for that !

9. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Not really. They're not mad, just advising as how parents usually react when they know we're dating someone.

10. When was the last time you really laughed?
Yesterday, I guess. Well I always laugh over silly things.

11. Something is wrong. First guy you turn to?
Hmmmm...

12. First girl you’d turn to?

First girl? No one to be exact. Depends on the subjects/problems. But surely its gonna be anyone from My 54F's and bangsawans ! and not to forget, my lesbo partner, Sheraaaaa.

13. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Not sure about that. Well, I'm well-liked by others HAHAHA perasan sudah.

14. Angry at anyone?

No, not anymore. I learnt to apologize, forgive and forget.

15. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Either my friend like him or the small voice inside my head says that I'm not suitable for him. oh, and I like to observe and if he did anything that I don't fancy of, it's a sign to stop liking him.

16. When was the last time you cried really hard?
Can't recalled.

17. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes. My ego tells me not to mention it here hahaha.

18. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
Sheraaa. But it was like more than a week before.

19. What is your favorite song?

Lotsssszzz. Jason Mraz's, Wani Ardy's, Adele's and moreeeeeeeee haha. ( okay, not answering the question )

20. Do you like Red Bull?
You mean, the isotonic drink? Yes, whenever I drink it, I feel like having some kind of superpower. LOL

21. How many people can you tell just about everything to?
About everything? EVERYTHING? Well, there's no one. Some stuff, I just let it bury and only me, Nadiahbs knows 'em.

22. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
No, I don't think I have ever seen one. :|

23. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Yes, my daddy ! ;)

24. Describe yourself in one word.
Nadiahbs. ( Yes, I'm Nadiahbs and no word can describe who I am )

25. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Hmm not sure.

26. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
With my cousins ! muehehehe.

27. Do you rebound?

Once. I don't think I'll be doing that again because as long as I can remember, it always ended up being what it is before the "rebound". -.-

28. Ever cheated on someone?
Yes. and I rather not talk about it. Past is past.

29. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Nevermind. It's merely a crush anyway.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No. I want that person to like who I am, not who am I around 'em.

31. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
phone number, jersey's number hoho.

32. Is it hard to make you laugh?
No, as easy as ABC haha. I laugh over EVERYTHING. Sometimes, people don't get what I'm laughing at.

33. Who was the last person to make you mad?
Mom. Hmmmm.

34. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I don't know. I couldn't read people's mind especially someone who is in 'history' folder and no longer in my present.

35. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Well, my dad and my girl friends.

36. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
Haha, bukan nak perasan. Tapi ada kot. Eceehhh

37. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
Yes, 54F sleepover at MS Garden Hotel.

38. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
YES.

39. Is your best friend a slut?
VERY ANGELIC, okayyy. hoho.

40. Is hard drugs a turn off?
Absolutelayyy !

41. Are you happy with life right now?
So-so.

42. Are you still in love with your ex?
HAHAHAHA, of course not.

43. Are you still in love with your ex?
Memang tak perlu lah kan nak tanya dua kali.

44. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
Rather not talk about it.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Who doesn't?

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yes. Oppss.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Yes. Don't wanna mention here. ;'(

48. Where is your best friend?
Right inside here *pointing to my heart*

49. Something you’re happy about?
YEAR END SALE! :D

50. How is your heart lately?

Getting stronger. Jyeah ! ;)

Still choosing the passenger seat.

2011-12-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

HEY ! I FREAKIN' PASSED THE FREAKIN' JPJ TEST.

Ok.Bye.

New Turn-On !

2011-12-19T19:17:00.005+08:00

" Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on ; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you. "

-Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill

I am sooo into Chad Michael Murray right now haha. Just started my One Tree Hill marathon couple of weeks ago. Already finished 2 seasons. I know that this series like so long ago, kira macam dah agak outdated to all of you, but wth I just love this stories ! Especially when Chad Michael Murray is in there ! New turn-on babeehh ! ;)

I need a fake driving license.

2011-12-17T18:37:00.004+08:00

Hey. Well, as everyone knows ( mostly my friends, of course ), I still have no driving license. It's just because I don't know how to drive and I have no idea why on earth should we need a driving license to drive? -.- I'm in the state of considering to not getting a license at all. Hmm, actually I already registered for this driving class thingy on January '11. I keep on skipping my class, well the truth is I'm not really 'skipping' the class, I just don't called the driving school to set my date for every class that I have to attend. And so, the teacher who the one, need to call me to confirm with all the dates and stuff. People took all of their class, which sum-up to be about 10 hours, ( isn't it or is it more? okay, I dont really care ) in just less than a month, right? And well, as for me, it took me about 4 months to complete all the classes.

My last JPJ test was on June. Actually, we kinda rushed at the last minute because my registration of college was on July. Hence, everything needed to be settled by June. So yeah, I took the test, and I passed the Jalanraya part, and not the Bukit and Parking part. I screwed on bukit and I couldn't believe it -.- I was doing so well during my class, ( well, I like to think like that to, though the teacher was literally scream her lung out during teaching me. ) I'm not good in driving, seriously. Especially, manual cars. Well I haven't try auto yet, but I think I will do just fine and not as suck as I drive manual, hopefully. ;) I think I don't have balance coordination or whatever we called 'em. Means, my hands and legs like cannot work at the same time haha. It's kinda weird for people who plays sport, right? Ecehhh poyosss.

Oh, and this coming Wednesday, I will be repeating, yes REPEATING my jpj test. Thank god, I need to only repeat the bukit and parking part, though I kinda forgot how to do bukit and parking thingy. But, it still relieved me as I don't have to go through those awkward moments in the car with the JPJ officer again. This tuesday gonna be my last class ( which is the only class I got ) before repeating the test. Please pray that I'll do just fine those two days in the driving school.

Oh, fact about me : I HATE DRIVING SCHOOL. I feel all alienated and lonely everytime I have my classes and I don't know why.

Oh, another fact about me : I SUCK AT DRIVING, BUT I'M GOOD AT SITTING AT THE PASSENGER SEAT. yes, really good that you won't even asked me to drive or take the driver seat *wink* hahaha.

Okay, just pray that I pass the second test ! So that my RM180 ( this is so expensive, since my friends from other states just need to pay Rm30, RM60 and so to repeat their jpj test. Not fair ! ) won't be wasted over The Most Loser Driver Award.

Human with Big Heart.

2011-12-12T16:24:00.002+08:00

The one who made me realize about what is Life & Success.

Until a thousand years, always be my inspiration.

My muse. My motivation.

Always will.

;)

Options. And I chose it wisely.

2011-12-01T03:45:00.004+08:00

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Wordless Wednesday.

2011-11-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Ain't bluffing. MISSION COMPLETED !

Please, not in a million years.

2011-11-29T22:26:00.006+08:00

I'm heavy.

Yes, gaining weight since my 2 weeks study leave before the final exam. and now, it seems like it wont going down again. i need to reduce my weight and look after my own health.

no, i'm not whining over how heavy i am, or my weight has become unreasonably increased like drastically without my conscious. okay okay, maybe a little -.- but hey, a little bit self-conscious wont harm right? and i have the right to feel that way. well, i do feel bad towards my own self because i havent give much attention on what i eat and how many meals per day i consumed and how messed up my meals pattern are. not to forget, all the everyday-i'm-eating-chocolate-to-reduce-stress part where i constantly eat chocolate whenever i'm studying for finals. oh, now lets put all the blame on the final exams ! yeah haha.

okay. nope. i. am. not. blaming. on. anything. else. for. the. reason. that. i'm. gaining. weight. except. for. me.

ceehhh. poyo di situ ya. :D

its all because i'm lack of discipline ! yes, exactly. DISCIPLINE. that's the word.

want some proof?

i'll give you, not one, not two but four solid proofs.

"Ya rite, nadiah. i dont believe that you're going to do it so."

"Hmmm, seems like you're taking it into serious. a good step, i guess."

"HAHA, is it so? okay lah, giving you a chance to indulge yourselves with those ice-cream."

and and TADAAAAA, the "tomorrow-i'm-going-for-jogging " day....

"HAHAHAHAHA i knew it. my instincts were right ! you always like that, cant control yourselves. what a shame. boo youuuuu ! "

okay. that's enough.

I know i'm such a pathetic girl, or lady i might say haha *sempat lagi tu*

okay, from now onwards, i'll try my best to reduce my self-pamper and start to discipline myself so that i become a one healthy normal-weighted girl like before! jyeah ! okay scratch that, it's LADY hahaha. okay stop that, nadiah -___-

alright, i don't wanna make any promise about my exercising session again.

but,

TOMORROW I WILL GO FOR CYCLING AROUND MY NEIGHBOURHOOD, PROBABLY IN THE EVENING BECAUSE I CAN'T GUARANTEE MYSELF THAT I CAN WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING. kthxbye.

and that is not a promise. just a... well, you know, dream or mission or anything related to 'em. heee

adiossss ! :)

( adiosss? well, adios remains me of my inspiration ! hahaha okay i'll stop now. )

More than 300 days already.

2011-11-24T20:32:00.004+08:00

Year 2011 is coming to an end. A month and a week, and wallahh, it's a new different year. yes, 2012.

What's up with 2012?

And what have I done in the year 2011?

Did I learnt something new this year?

Any changes I have made towards myself?

Did my 2011 resolutions make their moves in the real world?

Oh, and speaking about Resolutions. Well, I need to figure out a new one for my 2012. Hurm, just wait and see. :)

Oh, and I guess, 2012 means open up a new blank book and start scratching a new chapter of it. and I hope, I colour 'em with rainbow and fluorescent instead of just black & white. :)

The Originals

2011-11-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

Orang Asli di Taman Negara Kuala Tahan, Pahang.

Wordless Wednesday.

2011-11-23T23:24:00.005+08:00

Hero. Harimau Malaya. Khairul Fahmi.

November '11

2011-11-23T21:38:00.004+08:00

Went to Taman Negara Kuala Tahan, Pahang. Had a really fun trip. It was awesome ! :) Meet Orang Asli and had taken lots of photos of them.

For more photos, click my facebook and flickr link on the right side of the blog. Am just too lazy to upload more photos in this entry. K Bye. :)

but but,

I'll upload some photos of Orang Asli in new entry ya !

Coward much?

2011-11-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

Lagu untuk semua dengar malam ni :)

Selamat malam bulan,

Juno is the Name.

2011-11-18T20:15:00.003+08:00

Footprints on the worn-out road

2011-11-17T22:29:00.007+08:00

When my body needs some good rest, this is the best place ;

So yeah, like all of you guys out there, i'm also on my semester breakkkkkk ! and yes, that photo is my room in Kolej Kediaman Akasia. decorated 'em a lil bit, love to stick good old memories photos on the wall. give me a huge smile everytime i wake up in the morning. :)

Semester 1 is over.

Semester 2 will come next, InsyaAllah. Nt sure when is the exact date, but January will mark the end of my holidays.

I've learned a lot, and being an observant person as i always am, eceehh macam poyo gila je an, i got to see many things from different views, different perspectives. yang mana, semua benda berlaku dengan cara masing-masing, or I might say, with no rule. bukan no rule, as in langsung takde peraturan and stuff. but no rule as in bergerak dengan sendiri, berputar dengan kemahuan n cara berbeza. kolej buat kita lagi rasa luas pemikiran, pandangan kita berubah dan setiap hari adalah seperti hari yang kita baru jejak kaki di dunia. like a new born baby, different things we seen each and every day. rasa puas kadang-kadang, sebab time kita dalam difficulties or 'forever alone' bak kata Afiqah, kita akan rasa yang kita sebenarnya hidup ! :) baru rasa diri ini manusia haha. baru rasa guna seluruh anugerah yang Allah kasi ni untuk survive every obstacles and circumstances. baru lah, betul-betul hidup, orang kata an.

and for me, sometimes, being alone itu ada juga hebatnya. yelah, kadang-kadang itu lah apa yang buat Nadiahbs ni, Nadiahbs. get it? yelah, when i'm alone, i let myself to swim deep through the world. the real world. and itu yang mould me to whom i am, now. sebab i try to learn and make anything that i see and witness as a guide for me to draw every step of my life. being a loner, is not bad after all. ( am nt saying am a loner haha )

i still got some good friends to hangout and mingle with. cause we are nothing without friends, right? Alhamdulillah, makin lama, kawan makin bertambah. bak kata suarakopihitam, kita perlu buat tiada perbandingan. ya, dan i tried not to compare on how my old friends and my new friends are. there are different, every single of them. because human are born to act and behave differently. so, it'll be just a waste of time if i keep on comparing and complaining about it. :)

and for my studies, hurm, belajar apa yang tak pernah susah? tapi InsyaAllah, i'll try my hardest to excel in this course. baru A-level nadiah, jangan start complain lagi, degree pun tk masuk lagi. 3 semester lagi, keep on going jyeah !

And of all that, i hope my next sem would be great and full of fun. less stress hopefully. ;)

But wait,

2011-11-17T13:13:00.001+08:00

And I think I like this one !

Yeah ! HAHAHA.

Enjoy with the new look :)

Header, cracks my head.

2011-11-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

Made a new header, but still not satisfy with 'em yet. The header is not permanent, might change 'em back.

Which one you guys prefer? The first one, or the current?

Poke the new look !

2011-11-17T01:23:00.003+08:00

So here it goes.

I did some transformation to my page but I might change them to a different new look again anytime, because I don't think the header is nice. I mean, I feel like the picture of me is humongous, and I'm just too shy to publish it like that. it feels, so self-... err whatever, we called it, haha. i dont know the exact word to describe it. And if you haven't notice yet, look at my blog title ! This is my first time changing 'em ( if am nt mistaken ). After three years ! how cool was that? haha.

From Talking is not a JOB to Here's the Storyline, *give a big of applause for that.

And and also the Ear-feed column, which is the song ! Jason Mraz will play on your eardrum everytime this blog appear on your laptop screen. always love the voice of him, very soothing.

Oh, I chose grey colour for the background, just to make my blog look simpler. Or is it too dull that make it looks hideous until you need a barf bag? I really hope not.

Well, anywayyy, You can give me any comment about this new appearance. because, I'm not quite satisfy with it too though. So, lets combine your creative ideas with mind, if you dont mind. *wallahh, it's ryhme. NOT -.-

HAHA,

before I start talking craps at this hour of the night, I better stop right here.

oh, and have a great day tomorrow everyone !

Good night, take care. :)

Dusk

2011-11-16T13:02:00.001+08:00

From my hostel's window.

The big fat D fear.

2011-11-01T12:20:00.004+08:00

DIVORCE, of course.

and,

Trend on twitter sekarang adalah ;

#ThingsLongerThanKimsMarriage.

HAHAHAHA

kahwin punya lah 10 millions dollar habis, tapi bertahannya?

72 day.

hurm. DUNIA SEKARANG.

*Tertiba rasa seram nak kahwin LOL #crap

Twins in INTEC,

2011-10-30T23:41:00.005+08:00

People, don't get confused okay?

Hey !

I'm Nadiah BS and she's Liyana ZNL.

We are two different people.

But people always mistake me for her.

People called me Yana,

and called her as Nad.

Do we really look alike? I mean like 'alike alike' as in, exactly the same until it's difficult for people to differentiate us? O.o

People are weird. HAHAHA

*Later I'll post more on this kind of stuff. I mean, there's more and loads of people in this world who look like me. LOL. orang cakap ya, not me. So, wait for my entries on siapa lagi yang people said looks like me.

Bye.

Si layak tak dilayakkan.

2011-10-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

Perasan tak, banyak perkara yang rupa-rupanya nampak benar, sebenarnya tidak?

Confused?

Okay, begini.

Kita selalu dapat berita, cerita dan khabar dari media dan orang-orang sekeliling kan? Tapi puratanya, kita banyak dengar daripada media jelah kan. Korang tak perasan apa yang tak betul? Kadang-kadang, untuk kepentingan seseorang, satu berita itu akan berputar 360 darjah lain.

Satu cerita yang obviously satu Malaysia dah tahu and even some countries, tapi sebenarnya ada satu rahsia yang terselit disebaliknya. Walaupun benda tu dah berlalu few years ago, but I still do think yang memang tak patut pun untuk benda ni terjadi. I dont want to reveal the true story but, kesian kan bila orang yang tak sepatutnya mendapat apa yang orang sepatutnya dapat. Haha, sengaja je kasi korang berbelit akal sikit.

Okay, kasi klu lah sikit.

Orang yang dibanggakan kini,

bukan orang yang layak dibanggakan.

Orang yang kedua itulah,

yang sepatutnya dibanggakan lebih.

Kerana nama si dibanggakan sudah tertulis pada awalnya,

sukar untuk orang kedua mengambil alih.

Wang lebat tak berani dilepaskan orang besar,

orang dibanggakan dibiarkan terbang mewah,

orang kedua tertinggal menonggeng kesedihan.

pijak ke daratan terus dibanggai,

yang tertinggal kurang dihargai.

I'm the one yang tahu the true story pun, rasa frust and sedih jugak.

It's okay, maybe ada yang lebih hebat untuk anda ya.

Tak kisah lah berapa tahun pun lagi, tapi ada punya chance.

sebab itu lah,

LIFE'S NEVER FAIR.

Sleepover at Shima's

2011-10-23T01:04:00.004+08:00

Had a great weekend last week ! meet up with my bangsawan clique ! awwww. lama tak lepak-lepak, gossip-gossip, shopping-shopping kan? but since kitorang terlampau engrossed shopping, sampai terlupa nak camwhore haha. so, ini jelah gambarnya. masa kat mall memang dua tiga keping je, yang lain amik kat apartment shima.

thanks iqa n dina because came all over from Kuantan just to hangout with us ! <3

Dinner Angkasawan

2011-10-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

Last week, I was invited to Angakasawan dinner to celebrate Sambutan Ulang Tahun ke-4 Program Angkasawan Negara or SUPAN. it's been a long time since i last gather and meet up with the Angkasawan family ! and i was so excited that time.

really had a great time that night. we chatted till 1 am since we havent met each other fr quite some time. had a really nice chat with all of them :))) it was one of the best night ever !

ohh and tomorrow early in the morning, i have Angkasawan event at Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Tun Dr Ismail ( SKTTDI ). need to share some info with the kids about our previous program angkasawan. Kinah and Awang will be there too. but Dr. Faiz, Kak Nat, Kak Bie and Uncle Razak wont be there because they're in Sarawak right now, having Space Camp at Mukah.

will update later about the event in SKTTDI ! see ya ! :)

Last week,

2011-10-12T13:16:00.013+08:00

A night at Bukit Tinggi Tropicale. such a relaxing place. :)

Last two weeks,

2011-10-10T10:55:00.006+08:00

wooo lama gila tk update. so am just gonna recap on what happened in last two weeks time. in a separate entry, of course.

and this entry on sending our friends off to Russiaaaaaaaa ! tapi kami stay KLIA jelah kan haha.

*lets the pictures do the talking.

oh just some reminder, jangan peliklah kalau muka kitorang lagi banyak bergambar dari muka orang yang nak fly ke Russia haha.

date : 24th -25th September 2011

time : 8pm till the next morning haha

lets begiiiinnnnnnnnnn

до тех пор, прощай ребята!

Mari reveal masalah dalaman.

2011-09-16T23:30:00.008+08:00

I always have communication problems. and i alwaysssssssss stuck in awkward conditions everytime I faced this thing. and i hate it. awkward is NOT cool.

okay, here it goes.

Dalam dunia ni kan, bukan semua orang sama kan as in bukan semua akan berkomunikasi dalam bahasa, erm i would say, 'bahasa aku engkau'. memang lah bahasa aku kau ni widely used oleh semua lapisan masyarakat kan, tapi inilah main problem that i faced.

Sebab......................

Nadiah Baharum Shah tak guna bahasa aku engkau.

dan Nadiah Baharum Shah tak pernah berbahasa aku engkau dengan perempuan mahupun lelaki. means, dengan semua orang pun tak pernah guna aku engkau.

Okay, relax.

to me, it is normal.

tapi untuk anda,

ya, ramai yang pelik.

some even LOL-ed when i told them.

and not to mention this kind of face ;

Sebab.......

apa yang Nadiah Baharum Shah selalu guna adalah bahasa ;

bahasa saya awak
bahasa I you
bahasa kita awak
bahasa Nad, ( nama si reaksi ) *means, guna bahasa panggilan nama*

oh ya, satu lagi, 'bahasa orang dia' which hanya digunakan oleh adik beradik, saudara handai.

jadi, it is a problem to me if someone talk to me using bahasa aku engkau sebab lepas tu, I akan rasa awkward and tak tau nak respons guna bahasa apa. so the way to avoid that, I akan try jawab and communicate dengan ayat yang tak memerlukan penggunaan kata diri haha. i know, it so weird and not to forget, tough as well. tapi masalah terbesar adalah bila orang tersebut bertanyakan kepada kita, 'Siapa punya ni?' or ' Engkau punya ke ni?'. and how am i supposed to respond? Hand signal is always the best but then, kalau tengah chatting? they wont see our hand gesture kan? so tell meeeeeeeeeeeee, hoooooowwwwwwwwwwww?

okay,

tolong you guys, straight kan segala kening anda yang berkerut membaca entri ini,

dan mari kita beralih kepada 'sebab-sebab Nadiah Baharum Shah tk menggunakan bahasa aku engkau' ;

lumrah kehidupan Nadiahbs untuk menggunakan bahasa selain aku engkau
I akan sound pelik kalau guna bahasa aku engkau. yes, trust me. penah nak try lah kan konon nak cakap aku engkau, tapi kawan-kawan cakap, NOOOOOOOOO ! pelik ! tak sesuai ! okay, berakhir lah percubaan perbahasaan aku engkau.
terasa "ouch!" bila orang berbahasa aku engkau pada diri ini. entahlah jiwa rapuh kot haha. tapi seriously, rasa mcm tertusuk mula-mula haha. *weirddddddd*
aku engkau sounds harsh. to me lah kan, to you guys maybe okayyyy je. i tak kesah. *perasan lembut lah kan haha, padahal keras macam tunggul kayu*

tapi cuma ada satu pengecualian je untuk saya or I or nad untuk berbahasa aku engkau, iaitu dalam blog suarakopihitam. itu memang tak apa. pengecualian ya. and i also dont know why. ketika tulis blog yang itu, saya guna dalaman diri yang berbeza. mungkin. *okay, anda tak paham? ignore je. sebab saya pun tk berapa nk paham dengan statement itu*

so yeah, jangan pandang pelik ya, if korang cakap aku engkau with me, and i respond as I, saya or Nad because it just simply me. and i also have no problem if u guys wanna used bahasa aku engkau with me.

"la, tadi kata ada problem, sekarang no problem pulak. apa ke hal ni?"

haha,

okay okay. camni sebenarnya. i have no problem with people talking aku engkau with me, BUT i have problem with people who make weird faces and laugh when i respond I, saya, kita or Nad. so yeah, please dont.

p/s : no worries, maybe someday i might also use bahasa aku engkau jugak kan. who knows :)

sekian, terima kasih :)

VideoMeLikey

2011-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

here's a video made by shima hishamuddin. ohh i seriously miss highschool.

#sorry for being soooo annoying on the last video act haha.

Proud to be Malaysian.

2011-08-31T15:03:00.009+08:00

Happy Independence Day, Malaysians !

yeah. it's 2nd of syawal but don't us forget that it's also our 54th Malaysia Merdeka day. woot woot :)

okay, cakap pasal Merdeka merdeka ni, buat I ter'flashback' the time when I was in standard 4. Masa tu kat Johor Bahru lagi. Me n my bestfriend joined lah this one merdeka drama competition kan. kitorang jadi the malay miskin children yang tengah enjoying our childhood main congkak, batu seremban and kampung stuff. and tetibe je datang segerombolan askar jepun, menceroboh kampung kitorang. bunuh lelaki-lelaki, tembak sana tembak sini. i remembered got this one man, kena heret dengan askar jepun tu, and kena paksa minum sabun haha. that was seriously hilarious. actually, bukan sabun betol, teh tarik if i'm not mistaken. lelaki tu menggelupur macam apa jelah kan sebab kononnya sabun haha. then, me and my bestfriend pulak kena heret dengan askar jepun tu masa kitorang tengah main congkak. dia heret and tendang kitorang dan menyeksa kami. tendang yang betul ye. tendang yang sakit ye. and guess what? bila balik rumah je kan, tengok memang ada lebam kat kaki. gila wey, besar nak mamps lebamnya. kejam betul. dia tu berlakon mengamuk ke memang betol2 mengamok? haha.

sampai sekarang i still remember that drama, sebab walaupun habis lebam semua badan but still, kasi kita sweet memories bila teringat pasal merdeka. yelah, imagine yang ni baru berlakon je dah lebam macam apa, bayang kalau in real situation, real askar jepun intrude your house and place, gila memang seram doe. so yeahh, marilah pertahankan negara kita harhar. so not related.

oh and today's outfit is ;

well, it's baju kurung actually. but i somehow modified it into thisssss......... hehe

yeay happy syawal everyone :)

and Merdeka merdeka ! :)

Syawal 2011.

2011-08-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

Sooooo Ramadhan.

2011-08-28T08:46:00.002+08:00

yeay ! buka puasa di padang depan masjid negeri. :)

TiNad won't fade.

2011-08-26T05:40:00.005+08:00

let's mark this hangout&sleepover session with this awesome photo of us :) cause i reallyyyyyy loveeeee thiiissss photoooooo !

well my plan to sleepover at Tiya's house before balik for raya went really well. i mean, it's seriously SUPER AWESOME ! i thought it would be only me and Tiya lepak-ing together, but it turned out that shima, aisyah and kinah also joined us. how cool was that :) it's like annual event to sleepover at Tiya's haha.

#DAY 1

break-fasting at Empire

only 3 years of knowing each other but feels like forever.

lepak time at Subang Parade.

#DAY 2

well, guess who's bed is that? it's ANNA SABRINA ! it turned out that Shima's roommate is my Johor Bahru primary school's bestfriend ! but then. the time i was in their apartment, she wasnt there cause she got classes. :(

she is one 'professional' driver.

how can all of those people fit in the train. waiting for train during peak hours really annoyed me. we waited for more than an hour but still couldnt make it through. because it was super sardin like thisssss..............

see, this is the 3rd train and only Kinah managed to get through. well, actually we pushed her inside really hard because she needs to go back early. so yeah, we say our goodbyes to Kinah. we gave up cause we surely wont make it to go home at that time of hours and yeah, mcDonald we go. how pathetic.

Our plan was to bukak puasa at Tiya's house for the first time but figgin' KTM train with friggin' loadsssssss of people made us to break-fast at KL Sentral. Double pathetic.

#DAY 3

well, day 3. only me and tiya left. still searching for my first day baju raya but to no avail. nothing that interest me much. haih.

this was her attempt of looking like she was in a car accident. but she looked like she's sleeping soundly rather than in car accident's pain waiting for death haha.

oh and at night, me following tiya's family to see their new cousin ! so smallllll and cuteeee. give a flying-kiss to NONA ROZANA. *yeah, her dad really wanted to name their daughter nona* :D

oh and here i am, waiting for morning to shine. i'm going back home today. back to where i belong, eceehhh haha.

I'M COMING HOME, I'M COMING HOME. TELL THE KUANTANESE THAT I'M COMING HOME :))

almost 6 weeks of not coming home. and i feel excitedddd !

*wanna bukak puasa kat padang bola depan masjid. it feels soooooooo Ramadhan like that ! :D

Thanks Tiya for having me these 3 awesome nights !

you rock and oh, i wanna book your room for next year sleepover ! yeah :)) haha.

due date : 18th August 2011

2011-08-16T16:13:00.002+08:00

assignment :

biology lab report. 3000 words.

yes, i'm working on it.

currently :

just reached 1140 words.

*die*

Saya rinduuuuuuuu Kuantan :)

2011-08-09T14:44:00.002+08:00

Monday marks the end of the weekend.

2011-08-07T16:01:00.005+08:00

Today i feel like a real weekend ! yes, its just because i woke up late today harhar. i slept early last night, around 12 pm and woke up 11 hours later. so yeah, i'm pretty sure that i'm gonna be super energetic today. :)

but then, i feel like my time is wasted with the long hours of sleeping because i have loads of assignment and works to do ! oh man, the whole day of Saturday already spent with shopping at Jalan TAR and now i have only half a day to complete all my assignments. Oh, about the Jalan TAR thingy, oh yeah, i went there with my housemates. we took the KTM at around 9.15 am and took our KTM back to Shah Alam at around 3.30 pm. No more energy left or else we'll be spending another couple of hours there hehe. don't ask me how much money i spent last night, i just can tell you that, I'M BROKE now. haha kidding.

oh, btw, yesterday i break-fasting with my schoolmates. well, plus 2 unknown people. haha no lah, the boys bring along their 2 housmates. oh and we had our nasi ayam lemon at Pak Li Kopitiam. the nasi ayam lemon was really nice, whoever ever heard of Pak Li Kopitiam should really go and try them. thumbs up, seriously. plus, the price is quite cheap. only rm5.20 for the nasi ayam. well, the chicken is quite big and cooked like the chicken chop, so its worth every penny. :) haha i sounded like am doing food advertisment. --'

well, i better stop now. assignments are waiting for me. will surely update more soon.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa to all Muslims. :)

*oh and these are the photos of yesterday events :)

**sadly, no photos at Jalan TAR :( we were too engrossed spending our money haha.

Sweet Sweaty Weekend.

2011-07-29T14:35:00.005+08:00

Remember the INPRO i was talking about in my previous entry. about the frisbee and basketball match that i participated in. well, am going to talk about it now !

haha so lame. itu pun nak kecohkan. but i dont care, cause we won ! HAHAHA

frisbee match : 3rd place !
basketball match : 2nd place !

mesti you guys were like,
ye'eleh, 2nd and 3rd place pun nak kecoh ke?

and i'll be like,
huh? what? still consider menang kan? so yeah ! perlu kecoh HARHAR

okay okay. stop the crap.

___________________________________________________________

had lots of fun last weekend !
and tomorrow night got INPRO closing ceremony. will definitely post something about it too !

oh yeah, and these are the photos for last week INPRO !

i'm early today !

2011-07-29T07:02:00.003+08:00

it's raining heavily outside, and here i am waiting for the rain to stop. And i managed to take some time to update this blog. wohoo.

this going to be a really short post actually.

so,

well,

erm...

hurm....

ohhhhhhhh.

IT'SSSSSSSSSSSSS

FRIDAYYYYYY FRIDAYYYYYY !

haha.

have a wonderful weekend, guys ! :D

ColdLibraryMeLike.

2011-07-22T13:34:00.003+08:00

Hi there.

Rarely online nowadays. Thanks to the INTEC's wifi, at least i got the chance to surf the internet. havent bring any broadband yet, so yeah that explains why there's no much update from me.

Updates :

lectures, going on pretty good.
getting to know more peoples, so yeah ! more friends !
am joining INPRO ( sports carnival ) -frisbee and basketball yeah.
oh, almost forgot. and i joined HACC ( hiking and camping club ) :D

*Frisbee and basketball match this weekend. Do wish me luck and hope that everything goes well. Please, no injuries.

**Got wall climbing and futsal match ( HACC program) this evening but i didnt join, will be having english class after this.

***oh thank god my class schedule not too pack ! the earliest my class finishes will be at 12pm ! and the latest is 4pm. and usually, my class ends at 1pm. how heaven is that !

till then,

i'll update more later.

oh and surely, am gonna upload photos of INPRO ! :)

Room W209

2011-07-15T13:57:00.003+08:00

So yeah, its been a week in INTEC ! ( minus the MDS week ).

and okay lah kan lecture setakat ni. baru berapa pages je kot belajar, nanti lepas dah berapa chapters and units sedut dalam otak, mase tu baru I complain okay haha.

oh and today, kitorang ada photoshoot for 1st semester ! ecehh.

and this is Group 12M8 :)

okay. am i that short? --''

Movie time !

2011-07-10T11:11:00.002+08:00

oh and i wore something feminine. uuuuuuu haha

Orientation week...

2011-07-10T11:07:00.001+08:00

wont be complete without the Pening Lalat group ! They're awesome and super fun !

First Impression

2011-07-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

well, everywhere we go, mesti akan ada first impression kan. dekat people and even tempat tu.

tadi madi called me, dia cakap one of her ex-schoolmate which happen to be my group member masa orientasi cakap her first impression to me was NADIAH NI LEMAH LEMBUT ORANGNYA. and madi of course lah kan, was like, "apa? lemah lembut? *sambil gelak tak habis2*

HAHAHA

serious? am i that lemah lembut?

kelakar kot. the other group member cakap yang i ni muka innocent je. yeahhh kelakar sungguh tak terkata. okay, maybe it was because 1st week in a new place kan, so takkan lah cam tetibe je nak jadi kecoh and stuff kan. so thats why diorang nampak i ni macam lemah lembut, innocent yadda yadda.

tapi serious pelik, sebab before this kalau cakap pasal first impression, people would say that i ni nampak macam sombong, takut nak tegur lah, gedik lah apa semua. and this is the first time ever, people cakap LEMAH LEMBUT hahaha.

okay, so new life, new me? haha so notttttttt.

International Education College :D

2011-07-08T21:11:00.004+08:00

hello people.

just coming home this afternoon :D

eh no no, bukan homesickenia okay. balik pun sebab nak amik result medical check up this monday. lagipun lepas ni for sure susah nak balik rumah selalu kan so, take the chance lah kan masa free ni.

oh. INTEC best jugak ah setakat ni. orientation week was fun. kalau nak compare dengan orientation yang penah ada sebelum-sebelum ni kan, i dengan bangganya cakap yang orientation INTEC ni lah yang paling okay kot. ecehh. part paling best time group LDK. super fun. gelak-gelak banyak walaupun baru je kenal. oh and time persembahan malam tu was super awesome too. diorang berlatih berapa jam je but then still boleh performed dengan hebat. thumbs up !

so actually, isnin ni ada speech from deputy director tapi i cannot attend sebab isnin tu baru i balik shah alam. ye ah, buat medical check up kat hospital kerajaan kan, so office hours lah baru boleh amiknya.

and selasa pulak ada perjumpaan dengan ketua program. so rabu most probably class akan start. oh btw, my class is 12M8. tak sama dengan syaz and adib. takpelah, jumpa kawan baru ye :)

oh and housemates pulak. sepatutnya 1 rumah 4 orang. tapi kitorang 3 orang je kat dalam rumah tu. dah lah dapat tingkat 5, atas sekali. ye, semuanya kerana datang register lambat haha. nasib ah kan. my roommate orang batu pahat, johor ( jeeha ). and bilik sebelah budak keratung, pahang ( fadzlin). diorang pun okay jugak. sempoi je. takde homesick-homesick pun sebab semua penah stay asrama. jeeha ex-TKC. yang fazlin pulak ex-SMAP. so macam dah biasa ah berjauhan ni. ewahh.

oh ye lupa nak bitau. the most heaven place kat INTEC ni adalah library nya yang hebat ! sumpah tak sabar nak guna library dia. since sester lagi memang suka lepak library kan ( walaupun takde ah ulat buku ke hape kan. cuma library kasi ketenangan gitu kerana suasana yang sunyi dan kemas haha ), so nanti memang kat situ lah akan jadi tempat lepak yang terhebat. sejuk kot. seronok gila, dah lah besar. tapi tempat lain tak berapa nak explore lagi ah. tapi memang takleh kalah kot dengan library dia. 4 tingkat and kalau macam terasa taknak sejuk sangat, boleh pegi tingkat atas sekali sebab kurang kesejukannya. tapi bagi saya lah kan, tempat paling ideal adalah tengah kot. cehh macam penah lepak je kan, padahal baru sekali je pegi haha.

okay. setakat ni tu je kot pasal INTEC. will update more later if ada free time. next week baru start bawak laptop cause masa orientation week tu takut nak bawak sebab busy kan, malas nak jaga. kalau tinggal kat bilik takut hilang. so yeahh, next week akan back seperti biasa. akan online, tapi tak seperti selalunya lah.

Subhanallah.

2011-06-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

I witnessed a miracle today.

and I almost cry just looking at it.

who would know that animals can be so kind and full of love?

who would know that they have no courage to live when their friends missing?

who would know that they will their energy will suddenly boost up seeing their missing friends back by their sides?

who?

my god. i love my rabbits even more. <3

and always do :)

and here i am, wishing that the world have a pause button.

2011-06-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

The clock is ticking and left me less than a week to rest happily at home. the next thing i know, i'll be a full time student. :|

yes, what so great about that? tell me.

# Day 6 Australia - Gold Coast

2011-06-21T03:42:00.003+08:00

oh and

PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY !

sadly, there's none.

but Gold Coast is fun fun fun !

hideous. need a barf bag?

2011-06-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

i feel like re-decorate my page. yes, this blog. i dont feel the vibe of writing in this blog anymore. maybe because its doesnt seem to attract me. the colour is too bright i guess. or is it just because its getting bored.

so, if i got time, i'll surely change the layout and stuffs. thinking of getting back to my old plain black layout. cause it looks more simple and nice. or maybe not. will think more about it later.

| turquoise, pack your stuff and ready to leave cause the owner gonna adopt a new colour soon. yipeee |

# Day 5 Australia - Brisbane

2011-06-16T22:30:00.004+08:00

oh and

THE PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY !

aca wins ! a round of applause for the piggy face HAHAHA.

# Day 4 Australia - Brisbane

2011-06-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

oh and....

THE PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY !

sorry there's no ugly/annoying picture to show you.

how surprising. we didnt snap much photos this time.

red-blood moon.

2011-06-16T21:14:00.007+08:00

yeah today i woke up early. 6.30 am. ( awal lah tu kalau ikut time cuti kan :D ) means it's 4.30 am back in malaysia. how cool was that harhar. but the thing is, i woke up with a frustrated face. yeah, cause i had missed the lunar eclipse ! i couldnt believe it. rugi sangat couldnt witness and experience the spectacular moments. :( and now everyone was talking about it. and i heard that this lunar eclipse was the longest one in 100 years time. gila. double rugi. and now, bila lah the next eclipse will occur? tell meeeeeee ! :(

dang ! i really wanna witness this with my two round eyes !

but then, nothing i could do more. the past is past. just a waste of time if i keep on thinking about it and regret, rite? so yeah lets cheer up. HARHARHAR.

and there's always a smile in every sadness that happens, isnt it? ewaahhh

andddddddddd

the happy moments for today is.... *drum roll please*

i worked out at the gym and i managed to burn 150 calories today ! ( okay, 150 tak termasuk the calories i burned time jalan-jalan siar-siar okay. )

though its quite a small amount but whatthehell it had been a long time since a spent my time exercising. seriously.

so, its a win-win day after all :D

# Day 3 Australia - Brisbane

2011-06-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

oh and

PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY !

MATA KE ATAS, TANGAN DI DADA hahaha

# Day 2 Australia - Brisbane

2011-06-15T22:13:00.004+08:00

oh and,

PICTURE OF THE DAYYY !

# Day 1 Australia - Brisbane

2011-06-15T21:43:00.006+08:00

#just some photos to share with all the readers. will upload loads more in my facebook account later.

oh and

PICTURE OF THE DAYYYYY !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Brisbane, I am.

2011-06-15T21:17:00.004+08:00

Well as what i mentioned in my previous entry.

and....

WALLAAHHH, i'm in Australia. :)

yes, will be staying here for about 16 days. and am going back in Malaysia on the June 26th.

#will upload photos later. stay tuned :)

no material to blog.

2011-06-05T23:56:00.001+08:00

Next week gonna be so much fun !

WHY ?

i'll tell ya later ! :)

I enjoy being around people that can make me laugh without trying

2011-06-04T12:38:00.001+08:00

ANDDD I’M MISSING MY FRIENDS SO BAD. :(

courtesy of Tumblr.com

Close friends.

2011-06-02T11:04:00.003+08:00

okay, imma gonna list down all Universities/college that my close friends will/already registered in. ;)

Wan Husna ; INTEC ( Jordan under MARA ) Dentistry.
Afiqah Anwar ; UIAM ( under JPA ) Architecture.
Asifa Nasaruddin ; UIAM ( under MARA ) Medic.
Madihah Ajmi ; UIAM ( under MARA ) Medic.

Mira Bukhari ; UiTM Puncak Alam, Asasi Sains.
Puriee Adib ; UiTM Puncak Alam, Asasi Sains.

Shima Hishamuddin ; Taylors College ( Australia under MARA ) Engineering.
Fathia Azalin ; Matrikulasi Penang, Account.
Syaza Naurah ; UiTM Puncak Alam, Asasi Sains.
Najian Ibrahim ; UiTM Puncak Alam, Asasi Sains.
Kinah Mustafa ; Management&Science University (MSU), Account.
Siti Suhailah ; UiTM Penang, Diploma in Pharmacy.
Iqa Saodi ; UiTM Kuantan, Asasi TESL.
Jiha Nasir ; UiTM Sri Iskandar Perak, Diploma in Quantity Surveyor.
Dina Ramley ; UIAM, Asasi Kejuruteraan && Sains Komputer.
Neddy Nasution ; Lim Kok Wing University, Diploma in Event Management.
Sara Syed Malik ; German-Malaysian Institute, Diploma in Network Security.
Aisyah Rahman ; Matrikulasi Johor, Asasi Sains.

Mira Azman ; Taylors College ( Canada under Petronas ) Geophysics.
Anna Sabrina ; Taylors College ( Canada under JPA ) Tourism.

and as for me ; INTEC ( India under JPA ) Medic.

hope the best for all of us !

with lots of love, stay friends till the end <3

Syaza Naurah,

2011-06-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

OMG, i was totally forgot all about the readers' wishlists thingy. havent completed it yet though it had already months of people's wishing for em.

so kali ni adalah turn, Syaza Naurah.

Yeah. She's one of my close friend during my two years in SESTER. :)

okay, dia ni sumpah rock haha. dia jenis tak kesah pun apa bende orang nak cakap. apa yang dia rasa nak buat, memang dia akan buat. cool, kan kan? well, tengok lah kawan siapa kan harhar.

the best thing i like about her adalah perangai dia yang gila-gila. kiranya, memang masuk gila lah kan kalau lepak ngan dia. satu kepala macam tu lah. and kitorang ni kalau jumpa, mesti ada je benda nak bertelagah. ala, gaduh-gaduh manja gitu orang kata. haha gedik je lebih minah ni. kadang-kadang saya akan jadi tersangat over bila dengan dia haha. entahlah, it comes naturally~ *eceh lagu selena gomez tak pasal-pasal interrupt*

oh ye, dia ni my business partner :) kalau last year kan, sesiapa nak order clubs/class tshirt, jumpa lah kami. harga, kita negotiate. ecehh tapi memang sumpah lah penat jugak lah buat kerja ni. nak study lagi, nak berbusiness lagi. pening kepala kadang2.

ada satu benda yang kami semua jealous tentang syaza ni, iaitu confidence level yang dia ada memang tiptop lah, i tell u. gila wey. kalau boleh memang nak curi habis-habisan lah. kalau bab-bab kasi speech ke apa kan, serah jelah kat dia. tanpa gentar, dia mampu melontarkan kata-kata gitu. haha. memang superjealous lah

okay. here comes the negative sides.

actually, i really admire the courage yang syaza ni ada. dia ada semangat yang semangat lah. i have no idea the exact word to say tapi memang full of spirit gitu. but then, kalau dia ada jatuh sikit je as in drop dalam subject, mesti dia macam akan down gila and stress. i mean, memang lah semua orang pun akan feel the same. tapi syaza ni suka rendah-rendah kan diri kalau dia terjatuh sikit. syaza, kadang-kadang dengan jatuh lah, boleh buat kita lagi kuat untuk berdiri dan teruskan segala apa yang kita usahakan. kita semua hebat, kita semua bagus. cuma, ada kadang kala tu, masa Allah nak tunjukkan kehebatan kita tu berbeza-beza. mungkin sekarang ni awak rasa kecewa ke apa, tapi ingat, mana tau esok atau suatu hari nanti, awak lah yang paling berjaya. :)

jangan fikir sangat, "kenapa saya macam ni" "kenapa jadi macam tu". stop questioning. sebab kadang-kadang itu lah yang akan buat awak rasa lagi down and takde semangat. *well, nasihat dari nadiahbs yang over ni pun kadangkala berguna tau haha *

okay. thats it.

syaza, rindu gila awak kot. best lepak-lepak kat flat :)

1 2 3, I'll be there.

2011-06-01T17:50:00.001+08:00

Bruno Mars, you never failed to make me smile.

Scream out loud for the month of JUNE !

2011-06-01T13:26:00.003+08:00

With a very delightful feeling,

2011-05-31T19:29:00.004+08:00

I'm ready to become your friend again.

And I also remember how to talk to you again.

But I have no idea how to start the conversation again. :|

made up my mind.

2011-05-30T11:51:00.004+08:00

thanks to those who gave me some advise and opinion about which country to choose to study medicine. well, after talking to my parents and they too share the same thoughts as you guys. so, here i am, announcing that i'm gonna take the JPA scholarship !

yeah, JPA wins ! :)

so, i really need to strive my A Level so that i'll be able to further my degree in Melaka-Manipal Medical College :)

p/s : study smart, pray hard. InsyaAllah.

Dilemma

2011-05-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah,

got another 2 offers for medical course.

Russia ( Yayasan Terengganu )
Mesir ( Yayasan Pahang )

and now,

sangat dilemma. sebab before this i ada dapat JPA, twinning programme in India.

so guys, apa you punya nasihat or pendapat?

which one is the best in medical field?

why am i posting about this anyway?

2011-05-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

oh well a lot of people already knew how their universities looks like especially those entering UPM and UiTM. and those who didnt yet will like of course are so curious on how their campus and hostel will look like. and as for me, which i might be entering INTEC, i am curious as well.

and thank god my bestfriend already registered in INTEC few days ago and the existence of the INTEC group in facebook. at least i got a clearer picture on how INTEC looks like and how i would survive there. kinda. haha.

so, husna said that she's in kediaman akasia (seksyen 18) if i'm not mistaken because its for the short term course students. and for me, i'll be living in kediaman cendana. okay and its at seksyen 6. the campus? well, seksyen 17. hows that? i already google maps. haha ( semangat gila, i know ) and silalah, have a look.

jauh, kan? KAN? and husna's place is so nearrrrrr. no fair.

but husna said that there'll be a bus every morning to send us to the campus but we need to like of course be early and berebut macam sardin penyek. pfftt. and how if i wake up late? i mean like, reeeeeally late. like how i used to back when i was in SESTER? O.O ughh

so dear nadiahbs-asleep-self,

please please please do wake up early.

dont try to press the button 'snooze' every time

the alarm shouts like mad. haha.

and hopefully i got a good and fun roommate ! ;)

ke jalan masing-masing

2011-05-21T15:48:00.004+08:00

dan sekarang semua orang pun dalam fasa menghampiri dinding kebebasan. ada yang takut terkulai akibat dimamah dunia kebebasan. yelah, bebas. jauh dari kongkongan ibu bapa. buat itu ini tiada yang akan tegur. ada tu memang ada, rakan? ye memang boleh menegur tapi berapa peratus sangat yang kita akan dengar dan berikan perhatian. aku sendiri pun, tipu lah kalau katakan tak berdebar menempuh alam kolej ni. orang kata banyak godaan dan dugaan. jadi yang penting, jangan rempuh semua dinding itu, separuh pun dah cukup. kerana sekurang-kurangnya separuh badan kita masih belum bebas berterbangan dalam dunia besar. dan sebab itu, kalau ada tersilap langkah sedikit, bahagian sebelah badan lagi boleh tarik semula kita ke tempat asal.

Stages of Life

2011-05-19T23:52:00.004+08:00

well hello. and malam ini malam yang sunyi and sepi. cewahh.

*insert mood melankolik di sini*

well of course, if log in je facebook or even twitter, semua orang pun typed that they're busy packing stuffs for U. and it all suddenly makes me all teary *yeah, insert mood drama jugak* cause the one yang i selalu main bersama-sama and gossiping and stuff might be the one yang i can hardly meet and if meet up pun, somehow it will feel seriously awkward and strange. and that what i most fear of. yelah, people do change dan itu apa yang i harap sangat tak berlaku. but wth, it will surely do happen, sooner or later, i percaya, memang sumpah akan terjadi. so apa yang kita boleh harapkan cuma the relationship, the bond yang kita pegang tu akan still kukuh and stay the way it is.

ini menyedapkan sikit my feelings ;

so, jom simpan cerita berbakul-bakul so that nanti time jumpa balik bila dah besar kita spill everything out ! yeah.

and to all my friends ! GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST !

*big hug*

May 16,2011

2011-05-18T01:25:00.006+08:00

well shima turun Kuantan that day and we finally met up. Rasa dah lama tak hangout dengan dia, yelah sebab time I and Iqa turun KL tu, she couldn't lepak with us sebab kena babysit her niece. excited kot ! so, we had lunch at Sushi King. Ira, her cousin and Nanie kawan Ira pun joined sekali since kami semua pun kelaparan sangat-sangat.

then, kitorang habis je lunch, Dina texted. Dia sampai dengan perut lapar. so, teman her makan dekat The Chicken Rice Shop.

oh and also went to Big Apple. Iqa belanja woot woot. thanks Iqa <3

and the moments..Iqa balik awal. so habis meleleh lah air mata dia haha. sedih sebab might be our last met before masuk U. lepas ni like seriously susah gila kot nak lepak cenggini lagi. aww emo pulak kan tetibe. oh and not to forget, kami dapat surat dari Iqa. cewaahh iqa touching gitu kan.

oh iqa balik apa lagi, karok lah kami. sebab bosan dah nak pusing-pusing mall tak tentu arah. but then, tengah-tengah karok, Dina pulak kena balik. so, left me and shima sambung nyanyi *well cakap macam bajet suara merdu ala alicia keys kan, u ingat suara i sedap ke? padahal hampeh saje. *

dan akhirnya, Ira ajak Shima balik. and last hug with Shima. lepas ni semua orang pun dah jauh-jauh. awww emo lagi.

oh tidak, lepas tu jalan kaki ke Megamall. Abah shopping di Parkson.

Kemudian, pergi ke sana ke mari sambil camwhore di dalam kereta. how cool was that ha'? hahaha

Ke gedung Ariani. Ma mahu cari tudung untuk function this Thursday. and well, Aca pun kaki camwhore, so saksikanlah.

Oh and dinner, I belanja gitu. and mereka mahu bersantap di Secret Recipe. nahh, as u wished.

so kiranya, keluar pukul 11 and balik pun 11 cuma bezanya matahari dan bulan HARHAR.

okthxbye :)

JPA scholar, Alhamdulillah.

2011-05-17T13:31:00.005+08:00

so, hai ! it had been quite a long time since i last update. i dont know what i've been busy for but it seems like i have no much time to give much attention to my blog harhar.

maka dengan ini, seperti semua orang di Malaysia ini dah tau and kecoh-kecoh pasal result scholarship JPA & MARA. dan kerana i pun salah seorang dari mereka yang tertunggu-tunggu and ternanti-nanti saat ini.

andddddd wallaaaahhhh

Alhamdulillah. bersyukur sangat-sangat.

InsyaAllah i'll be taking medical course.

and this will probably be my path for this 7 years :

A-level INTEC ( 2 years ) ---> fly to INDIA ( 2 and a half years ) ----> clinical in MALAYSIA ( 2 and a half years )

so, itu lebih kurang lah if i akan fly and pass all the exams masa A level.

and tahniah jugak to those yang dapat. ;)

terlalu childish untuk college? NO lah !

2011-05-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

yes. harini dapat fail dari UM. setelah tertanya-tanya bagaimana dress code segala bagai ketika belajar di UM nanti and tadaa ! semuanya terjawab dalam fail ini dimana ada banyak helaian termasuklah surat tawaran, dress code, surat pemeriksaan doktor etc.

and apparently, di UM hanya boleh pakai baju kurung/kebaya/kebarung. so like hostel. and kebaya tu macam pelik je kalau nak pakai pegi kelas kan. macam terlebih over melaram haha. kalau ada event or function tu takpe lah jugak kan. setakat pegi class, baju kurung dah memadai ohh. :)

dan ini dapat link dari kawan pasal UM untuk asasi lah. bila dah baca ni, barulah tersemangat sikit kan rasa nak start belajar. sebab memang sebenarnya before this sumpah malas and tak terasa girang gemirang pun nak start belajar semula.

btw, saya akan mendaftar di UM pada 29 may 2011 !

p/s : ini link bekas pelajar asasi UM, silalah baca ya :) ----> PASUM

imma good stalker u know haha

2011-05-10T11:04:00.003+08:00

maigodd suara dia heaven okthxbye.

terima kasih atas pandangan itu

2011-05-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

aku mungkin tak sebaik murni orang lain.

aku juga mungkin tak seelok adab orang lain.

tapi aku cuba untuk jadi yang terbaik dan termolek.

perlahan-lahan takpe kan? asal berusaha.

aku tahu manusia memang begitu,

memang apa je kita buat takkan di pandang tinggi oleh semua orang kan?

pasti ada je yang mulut terkumat kamit mengata itu ini kan?

satu perkara aku buat, bukan semua akan mengekori ku.

satu pandangan aku katakan, bukan semua beri kata setuju.

ya, sebab itu kita berbeza.

manusia semuanya berbeza, takkan ada yang 100% sependapat.

buat masa sekarang,

aku tak perlu ikut kehendak orang atau sesiapa,

sebab fakta aku katakan, ikut atau tidak sama saja,

pasti ada sekurang-kurangnya seorang yang akan membantah.

inspiration.

2011-05-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

curi aura dia sikit lah kat sana nanti HAHAHA

2011-05-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

and like all the people on the land of Malaysia ( huh? ) , i was thrilled and excited too to check on our UPU result. and tadaaa ! i got my first choice, Alhamdulillah. :)

Universiti Malaya :)

though i need to like freaking struggle once i study there, but i'm just couldnt wait to start my days as a college student. wehooooo !

and congratulations to all of you too !

and to those who didnt manage to get any place in UPU, it's okay there's lot more opportunities waiting for you guys, InsyaAllah.

another readers' wishlists

2011-05-03T14:10:00.004+08:00

nampak nya I dah tertangguh banyak benda. yes, the readers' wishlists.

dan sekarang dah ada masa lapang sikit, so nak sambung lah. and now, it's Teacher Sabrina's turn ! wohoo.

so, here's her picture ( sorry teacher, curi dekat fb ni :D )

Teacher Sabrina, my english teacher back when i was in SESTER. yes, dalam gambar dia tu adalah anak dia. the second one, if i'm not mistaken. actually, i terkejut lah jugak bila found out yang teacher ni dah kahwin and ada 2 anak sebab seriously dia nampak sangat muda O.o

actually tak tahu nak cakap apa pasal teacher. hurm, of course lah teacher ni baik. sangat. baik sangat sampai buat saya naik lemak. haha. means, i selalu malas je rasa nak buat task or any homeworks yang teacher kasi. memang kadang-kadang tu siap ( dengan bangganya ) tapi rasanya banyak yang tak siap dari yang siap. haha. and sometimes, buat half way je, then, biar terbengkalai. sebab teacher marah pun macam tak garang, sebab tu kami semua naik lemak HAHAHA.

teacher ni pun lembut orangnya. and since teacher ni muda lagi usianya, ( cewahh ) kitorang rasa okay lah dengan dia. kiranya boleh get along. maybe sebab dia lagi faham kitorang kot. yelah masih berjiwa remaja. ecehhh haha.

and i think that's all.

oh and, if happen teacher read this entry.

thank you for everything.

every lesson that you taught us.

and sorry for all our wrongdoings

and being such a lazy bum.

we all love you ;)

bulan ke-lima 2011

2011-05-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

ye, selamat bulan mei. dan sekarang ni aku sedang senyum separa tak rela.

pejam celik pejam celik, dah hampir setengah tahun 2011 kita lalui kan? apa yang aku dah bazirkan dalam masa 5 bulan ni? terasa sekejap semacam. nak kata aku gembira tu, takde lah suka hati terlonjak-lonjak. tapi nak cakap sedih tu, takde lah sampai menangis air mata darah. cuma sekarang ni, aku tengah takut. ya, takut dengan apa yang bakal muncul nanti. apa yang bakal aku lalui, tempuhi. apa yang kita semua akan rasa.

iyalah. tolak tambah, lebih kurang 2 bulan je tinggal untuk kita lepak-lepak suka ria ni. lepas ni, semua pun dah sibuk dengan hal masing-masing. daftar universiti/matriks sana-sini. heret buku dan fail ilmu merata-rata. bidang apa yang kita ingin teruskan pelajaran, di situ lah kita akan terus mengerah tenaga untuk masa depan.

orang kata, universiti/matriks bukan tempat main-main. haha. aku bukan lah nak bagi kamu semua gentar ke apa, cuma peringatan untuk aku dan semua. yelah. nak main tu, boleh tapi berpada-pada. sekolah menengah dan universiti adalah dua yang berbeza. aku ni konon macam dah masuk universiti je cara cakapnya, tapi aku serius ni, ramai kata rindukan sekolah bila dah masuk universiti. dan aku yang tak masuk universiti ni pun, dah terlalu rindukan zaman sekolah.

percaya apa yang aku dengar. bukan semua orang akan kekal sama. maksud aku, yang baik, takkan terus baik. dan yang jahat, takkan sentiasa jahat. ramai yang berubah bila digelar pelajar universiti/matriks. kamu semua faham-faham jelah ye maksud aku. sebab tu aku makin gentar dan berdebar. harap-harap, aku tak berubah menjadi teruk dan jahil. begitu juga dengan semua yang lain. harap pendirian kita kuat dan pegangan iman makin teguh, InsyaAllah.

aku harap mei akan berjalan dengan perlahannya agar sempat aku lengahkan dulu untuk masuk belajar semula. ya, aku tahu. dulu bukan main teruja dan tak sabarnya nak digelar pelajar matriks mahupun universiti. sekarang ni, selak buku pun dah terus terketar-ketar. haih. apa nak jadi ni. aku harap, semangat untuk masuk kolej akan muncul nanti dan perasaan malas aku ni tak berlanjutan. susah aku nanti kalau memalas memanjang.

haha kelakar pulak rasa tetiba. yelah, macam terlampau risau je nampak fikirkan belajar dan masa depan.

takpelah. apa yang terbaik untuk kita, semestinya akan Dia tunjukkan jalan. di mana tempat pun kita berada, di atas mahupun di bawah, jangan riak mahupun terasa rendah diri. kerana sebenarnya kita semua sama taraf, cuma yang bezanya usaha yang kita curahkan. cewahh, macam kasi kaunseling percuma je ni. haha

baiklah. selamat malam :)

Drama sebabak Alfalfa

2011-05-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

ha' !

hebat kan arnab zaman sekarang. drama haiwan pun dah macam drama manusia jugak. HAHAHA

Waiting For Forever.

2011-05-02T02:48:00.004+08:00

baru je habis tengok movie ni. quite a great story. plus, hero dia memang tak boleh kacak lagi ke? handsome ohh. :))) rasa terjatuh kejap masa tengok movie ni haha.

TOM STURRIDGE.

teruja tak nak tengok movie ni? silakan. entri kali ni dah pakej sekali dengan full movie kat bawah ni ye :)

p/s : ohh and kalau dia suruh wait for 30 minutes tu, you try reload. kalau nasib baik, tak payah tunggu lah, kalau nasib tak baik, kena tunggu lah 30 minutes. and as for me, i bernasib baik ! :)

and HAVE FUN WATCHING ! *watch full screen ya*

another KL trip with friend #2011

2011-05-01T22:34:00.013+08:00

and yeah, it's time for me to post an entry about my trip with my friend to KL ( like of course, with my mom too. she's driving )

26 - 29 April 2011

Tuesday till Friday

April 26,

fetched Iqa at her house around 5.30 pm. then, made our way to Putrajaya ( yeah, staying there-Palm Garden IOI Resort ) :)

had dinner at Presint 9 and off to hotel. had a good rest for tomorrow's plan.

April 27,

after subuh prayer, we didn't sleep cause we're planning to work out at the gym ! wohoo. burn some calories and we sweat like pig harhar.

Then, get ready for our hangout session with SESTER fellas ! sara fetched us at the hotel and her dad dropped us at KTM Serdang.

(penukaran bahasa bertukar di sini )

Sebaik sahaja tiba di Times Square, Syaza dah pun tunggu kami. Awal gila kot. Dia kata yang dia teruja sangat nak lepak dengan kitorang sebab dia dah lama tak hangout dengan kawan-kawan. even masa kami di hotel, dia dah pun dalam tren menuju ke Times Square. semangat kan? haha. .

dan kami pun mengambil keputusan untuk memulakan sesi membeli-belah kami di Sungei Wang. biasalah kan hidup ini, ada bertuah, ada jugak malangnya. 10 saat kami bertuah, 10 minit kami malang ketika ini. sebab bila turun je dari jejambat ( ye ke jejambat orang panggil ), kami dihulur dengan air tin soya bean. si pemberi tu kata, percuma. kami dengan muka hairan sambil tersenyum tuah pun ambil air itu. namun tak sampai 10 langkah kami berjalan, terus ada sekumpulan cina menyerbu kami. haha macam drama je kan bunyinya. mereka tarik kami satu per satu dan menunjukkan lah kertas untuk kami tulis nama bla bla. then at first, memang lah tak nak but then dia kata, takde apa-apa ni, tulis nama je. saya pun tulis jela kan dan column yang last tu tak faham sebab dia stated "pieces". and i was like, pieces apa ni?

kemudian baru lah si penipu ini explain -.-

dia tunjuk bear yang kecik-kecik tu lah. ala the one yang macam keychain dan fancy pencils. dia kata "oh yang itu awak boleh pilih nak yang bear ke keychain. bear ni rm60, dan pencil ni rm40. GILA. memang haram lah kan nak beli. gila mahal cekik darah. bear yang boleh dapat rm3.90 kat kedai tu dia jual rm60, 2. lepastu pencil yang boleh dapat 3 rm10 tu dia jual rm40 sebatang. memang nak kena lempang laju-laju lah orang tu. setelah berulang kali kata TAK NAK, saya pun beredar bersama yang lain.

setelah itu, kami pun membuat perbincangan atas apa yang berlaku. rupa-rupanya kan, mereka seperti dah ada skrip -.- sebab semua orang pun dapat soalan dan kata-kata yang sama seperti :

"eh, you ni orang cina ke?"

( yang ni, saya jawab ya sebab memang saya ada pun kan darah cina. tapi nasib baiklah sara yang mata bulat sebesar alam tu dia tak tanya cina ke tak, cuma dia kata. eh kulit you ni putih lah dari saya. ==' )

"you ada boyfriend ke tak? mahu jadi girlfriend saya tak?"

( ini memang nak mintak penampar lah kot sebab orang tu perempuan -.- )

tolong lah buat skrip baru ye, kalian. ==' sakit hati je.

dan sesampai nya di Sungei Wang, kami meneruskan misi masuk keluar kedai-kedai dan butik-butik. di situ, saya berjaya membeli satu handbag ! :)

kemudian, setelah berjalan tanpa arah tuju, kami pergi semula ke Times Square. Kami shopping lagi dan Tiya pun sampai. Serious rindu gila dekat dia :)

selang beberapa minit kemudian, hairul bersama kawannya, fahmi muncul. dan hari itu adalah hari jadi hairul ! wohoo !

part ni kelakar gila sebab kitorang ni ( biasalah kan kalau perempuan shopping ) masuk keluar kedai sesuka hati dan laju nak mati sehinggakan mereka tidak terkejar haha. bila kami keluar, baru diorang masuk. bila diorang masuk, kitorang keluar. haha. inilah nasib lelaki kalau ikut perempuan bershopping HAHA.

oh dan kami membelikan hairul tshirt di F.O.S sempena birthday nya. ( lupa nak snap gambar hairul bersama baju hari jadinya ) :(

hairul, fahmi, syaza dan sara pulang awal manakala saya, iqa dan tiya dinner di Times Square.

nak makan pun rasa macam nak patah je kaki sebab naik turun pilih tempat nak makan -.- kesian iqa sebab saya dan tiya kan jaguh jalan laju, jadi, dia pun terpaksa menggembleng tenaga untuk mempantaskan setiap langkahnya haha.

malang berlaku lagi setelah kami keluar dari monorel untuk menuju ke KL sentral. diserbu lagi ( dan adakah hari itu Hari Serbu Sedunia?! ) haih.

kami diserbu oleh pekerja-pekerja Celcom. kami sedang berjalan laju ni sebab dah malam and takut lama pulak kena tunggu train nanti. so, bila mereka hulurkan sim card tu, kami kata tak nak dan mereka kata FREE. so kami amik lah dan terus pergi. tapi lepas tu diorang sekat. tnaya umur berapa lah, kena daftar dulu lah. kami berkeras tak nak dan mahu pulangkan je sim card tu tapi mereka seolah-olah mengepung kami macam gila. masyarakat yang lain lalu lalang buat dek je. aiyo. sehinggalah tiya jerit TAK NAK ! dan kami terus lari dari situ haha.

setelah kami menyeberang jalan, dengar mereka semua gelak kegembiraan ( mungkin sebab berjaya membuatkan kami berdebar takut dan kelihatan bodoh ==' )

April 28,

hari ini agak sadis sebab kami tiada tempat untuk ronggeng kecuali Alamanda. dan awal pagi kami sudah menjejakkan kaki di situ dan di mana populasi masyarakat dalam mall itu rasa nya kurang daripada 20 orang ( tak termasuk pekerja ) haha. jalan duduk jalan duduk, masuk keluar kedai, masuk keluar kedai. dan akhirnya kami membuat keputusan untuk tengok wayang. sebenarnya nak tengok movie The Roommate tapi malangnya sekarang ada polisi bari kan yang mana, untuk movie rating 18 tahun ke atas, mestilah ikut bulan dan tahun bukan tahun semata-mata. saya dah lepas cuma iqa tak sebab dia lahir bulan 12.

last-last kami tengok Red Riding Hood. okay lah movie tu, style Twilight sebab ada werewolves. actor dia ohh kacak anggun bergaya ohh. especially Peter :)

lepas tu, nasib baik lah Adib datang. at least dapat jugak lah borak-borak. dasyat kami borak-borak seperti tiada noktah pun haha. yelah, banyak cerita.

April 29,

packed and off to Kuantan. ( bye bye abang tinggi mata cantik-Iqa's ) haha

tetapi, singgah dahulu di Temerloh. pergi hospital tengok saudara sakit ( koma ), rumah ma kejap, kemas-kemas then, pergi office ma sampai ke petang sebab ma siapkan kerja dulu.

malam, pekena durian dulu dan terus ke Kuantan :)

fluffy

2011-05-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

pagi-pagi lagi ma dah paksa suruh bangun. =='

orang tanya kenapa, dia kata angah ada beli present untuk straight A's SPM. tapi masa tu macam "ha' okay2. biarlah dulu." sebab mengantuk punya pasal. then, ma paksa-paksa jugak, konon berat lah nak bawak naik atas, ini case nak suruh jugak turun lah tu haih. ( time kejut tu sempat lagi bitau yang dia jumpa my ex-boyfriend kat pasar tani tadi HAHAHA )

and bila turun,

TADAAA !

rabbits for me and aca ! mine, jantan. aca, betina. Nama? ohh masih sedang memikirkannya. :)

the second photo tu macam fluffy gila kan? macam selipar bilik tu. u know, yang bercorak-corak berkartun-kartun tu :D

thanks, angah !

p/s : rabbit i tu baru je umur 5 minggu. lompat pun tak pandai lagi haha.

FIVE FOR FIGHTING

2011-05-01T00:04:00.006+08:00

before i post any entry on my trip to KL with my friend, i would love to post about my day for today.

i was so enthusiastic to received a text from wan husna saying that she's coming to Kuantan. planning to do sort of like Five for Fighting reunion but unfortunately, still not since asifa couldnt join us due to her cousins coming to her house today.

maka, kami pun berjumpa 4 orang ( me, madihah, afiqah and our husna ! ) di EC Mall.

wathing movie, Seru. cerita hantu yang ending dia entah pape. like serious tergantung -.- buat penat je menjerit berdebar-debar haha. afiqah konon lah sempat tidur lagi sebab bosan, padahal tak habis-habis peluk tangan orang tutup muka -.-

after solat asar, having our dinner ( yeah, quite early, around 7 ) actually, ingat ke nak karaoke dulu. but then, macam rude lah kan kalau karaoke maghrib2 haha, so we decided to eat first. but seriously lah, pizza hut punya service makin lama makin entah pape lah. i mean, tadi takde ice lah, mushroom soup sampai lambat lah. tapi better dari pizza hut megamall which ada one day tu, we need to wait for about half an hour baru air sampai. tu baru air je, yang lain tu lambat gila lagi -.-

then went for karaoke. and lagu wajib 54F everytime hangout adalah Drowning by Backstreet Boys and of course, Superman by Five for Fighting :) feels like crying masa nyanyi lagu Drowning tu, sangat sedih ohh. bila lagi boleh hangout macam ni especially with husna yang dah stay jauh :(

and after karaoke, around 9.30 pm, its time to say goodbye to husna :(

then, afiqah bought something to bring back home ( paratha and popia ) and kami disuruh untuk hantar dia hingga ke taxi untuk pulang.

and me, tumpang kereta madi. stay rumah dia kejap since my parents kat bandar and i have no keys untuk masuk rumah. 10 lebih camtu, i balik.

had a great time with you guys although sekejap je. insyaAllah one day, kita akan berjaya jugak buat 54F reunion with complete 5 orang semuanya :)

I LOVE YOU, FIVE FOR FIGHTING.

specially dedicated to you guys :))

Duke & Duchess

2011-04-30T01:11:00.003+08:00

flashback of 1957

2011-04-28T08:07:00.003+08:00

hey guys. sekarang ni, sign in je facebook mesti semua orang pun tengah kecoh-kecoh pasal tawaran matrikulasi. well, i pon nak kecoh-kecoh jugak kan HARHAR.

and tadaaa !

yes, i got Matrikulasi Melaka. *keningkening*

happy lah jugak kan, since melaka was my first choice masa apply for matrix ni. but i'm not sure yet nak masuk ke tak, tengah tunggu UPU lagi ( i've been told yang bulan mei baru keluar result UPU ).

please please please, hopefully dapat UM.

oh, ni nak habaq mai ni kenapa i pilih Melaka. well, itu adalah kerana, saya s

elalu sangat sering adore akan seni bina di melaka. and i suka sangat and rasa alive ( alive lah sangat kan =.= ) everytime menjejakkan kaki di sana. entah, maybe it reminds me of the past, the history ( walaupun subjek sejarah itu sangat liat untuk gue ) yang memberi rasa bangga dengan Malaysia ( ecehh over tau ) and sumpah bandar melaka ni memang, pandang kiri pandang kanan, i akan waahhh wowww uuuuu aaaaaa. HAHA.

NAISSS !

dah ni kerja nak melancong ke study ni -.-

So Malaysian

2011-04-26T10:31:00.004+08:00

the title said it all.

korang pernah tak rasa bengang and marah pasal kelakuan and perangai malaysian ni? yelah, i know, i bukan bagus sangat whatsoever. tapi, at least i tau adab and apa we should do and shouldnt.

ni terasa nak bukak cerita ni.

okay.

semalam kan i baru balik dari terengganu and of course lah kan, kalau naik bus mesti ada pit stop kat R&R.

Part 1 :

beli makanan, then kena bayar kat kaunter lain. so, i pun pergilah kan beratur. tau tak? aleh aleh je ada orang potong queue =='

i mean, semua orang pun beratur ke kanan, and tetibe ada sorang mamat ni datang kat kaunter tu and beratur belak kiri. which is not beratur actually. itu adalah memotong sebab dia malas beratur lah tu. dah lah time tu, i was supposed to pay first kan. and dia pandang-pandang me and buat muka seposen. ishh bengang nya rasa. macam nak kasi penampar laju-laju je kan. haih sabar jelah.

Part 2 :

ini yang paling tak boleh blah =.=

time ni nak beli air kan. order lah nescafe and milo ais. tetiba ada la

gi sorang rakyat Malaysia ni yang suka sangat memotong and tiba-tiba datang on the left side, dia kata 'nescafe 1'. and bila orang tu letak je air nescafe dekat atas kaunter tu, orang tu terus amik, and i was like WTH pakcik ni. ( dalam hati lah kan) -.-

tapi i was like "eh ehh?!"

and dia terus, buat muka 'huh' and amik dan berlalu pergi bersama air nescafe itu ==' gila lah masyarakat ini. and i think dia tu regular customer kot kat situ, sebab orang kedai tu macam hehehehe at me. -.-

maka dengan ini, mana adab yang diajar masa pendidikan islam, pendidikan moral dan sivik dan kewarganegaraan?

nasib baik pakcik tu tua, tapi sumpah rasa hormat kat pakcik tu dah takde dah lepas dia buat macam tu. macam tak leh blah gila.

oleh itu, to me and all readers, satu je nasihat. JANGAN POTONG QUEUE.

terima kasih :)

Interview Yayasan Terengganu

2011-04-25T18:54:00.006+08:00

i just arrived home from kuala terengganu. as what you guys read in my previous entry, i was selected for the interview for Yayasan Terengganu scholarship. so, it is the day, and i was quite nervous about it. quite? hello i was nervous to death. =='

unlike other scholarship, kami diperlukan untuk menghadiri IQ test pada hari pertama. IQ test itu diadakan pada hari ahad ( ahad adalah hari bekerja for terengganu for those who doesnt know yet ) jadi kami diarahkan untuk pergi ke Wisma Seri Amar untuk menduduki ujian bertulis. pada awalnya, kami memang sangat lost dan tidak berapa arif tentang 'apakah itu ujian bertulis'. ramai lah yang cakap, kena buat 2 esei regarding terengganu, the development yadda yadda as apa yang previous years lakukan. jadi, since i dont know much about terengganu, the development and activities going on in terengganu, i pun buat research macam-macam. Taman Tamadun Islam lah, Masjid Kristal, Monsoon Cup, yelah kan, just in case if they ask. mati kot kalau tak tahu satu habuk pasal benda ni. then, tup tup bila masuk je dewan peperiksaan tu, IQ test sahaja. Ha'?? sahaja? sahaja sahaja pun agak susah wey. 1 jam 20 soalan JE. tapi JE dia tu memang tak cukup lah kan nak fikir gila-gila. i mean, ada 2 3 soalan, i skipped dulu, then baru buat balik. nasib lah ada jugak 2 soalan camtu main hentam sahaja.

then mereka kasi surat ( yang i think mereka sepatutnya pos it sebab macam tak clear masa diorang called that day ) then, kat surat itu adalah 'panggilan tawaran temuduga'. dan saya dapat hari isnin, which is today. siti, qilah n tun dapat esok, and others ada dapat petang IQ test tu. tapi oklah, at least i boleh do some more research kan that night. dan since tiqah and izzah dah interview petang tu, tanya diorang soalan apa yang ditanya, dan mereka kata, "medic ( of course lah kan ) , 1 malaysia, ulama', politik". yes, POLITIK. and i was like, erkkkkk.

gilak ini, boleh ke interview masuk kan perkara politik? macam tak rasional je. but then, just prepare kan mana lah tau memang macam tu. haih.

so that morning ( pagi tadi lah kan -.- ) pergi yayasan terengganu and terserempak pulak dengan fitri. borak-borak kejap, fitri kata SUSAH.okay, dan itu terus membuatkan diri yang gelabah jadi makin gelabah. like seriously, gila betul. fitri kata ada pasal ulama', side effect of dialysis tu, and ada lagi lah ( cant recalled ). lepas tu, terus keluar balik dari yayasan terengganu n pergi gerai untuk online and do some research pasal ulama. haha, lagipun masa tu awal lagi kot.

enough. dah meleret ni.

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supposedly, my interview was at 10 am ( dalam surat ) but then, masa sepatutnya lari gila sampai 12 pm baru lah my turn.

1 group 5 candidates
mine ; 4 girls, 1 boy
all malays
3 panels

first, introduce ourselves. panel tu cakap, "short and sweet". but still ada yang bercerita pasal sekolah rendah, upsr, pmr etc.

second, one of the panel who is a doctor, tanya pasal kesihatan rakyat malaysia yang banyak penyakit macam obesity and so on. dia suruh kasi pendapat, apa yang cause all this problems. semua orang pun banyak gila cakap time ni. panel pun macam nak provoke sikit lah kan. kita cakap ni, dia cakap macam ni, kita cakap camtu, dia jwb pulak benda lain.

then,

panel : apa pendapat anda tentang konsep 1 malaysia? saya tak setuju dengan konsep ni. mengarut je. bla bla bla

lepas tu, kami pun kat dalam tu dah bertukar macam berdebat pulak =='

kami setuju dengan konsep tu, bagus. apa semua.

tapi dia cakap camni pulak lepas tu,

" tapi, mana keistimewaan melayu pulak? hilang lah semua hak kita. chinese indian semua dapat manfaat. nanti PM pun cina boleh jadi. awak suka ke macam tu? "

kitorang membangkang lah. lama jugak lah part ni je.

lepas tu masuk pulak lah a bit pasal politik HAHAHA.

macam tak boleh blah je bunyinya. tapi serious.

dia kata lah anda rasa negara kita ni negara islam ke? orang kata negara orang islam bukan negara islam?

mula-mula tu ramai yang teragak-agak. kemudian, lama-lama semua orang pun cakap ini adalah negara islam. siap masuk lagi ulama', datuk seri najib, nik aziz semua tu. haha. macam pelik je rasa mase tu.

part ni pun lama jugak. kiranya, every question yang ditanya tu, memang lama gila lah kami bincang n debat haha.

tak nak cakap banyak sangat lah pasal part yang politik tu. bahaya. ( bahaya lah sangat kan =.= )

dia tanya pula, siapa pengarah yayasan terengganu. yang terkini. dan kami dengan semangat nya jawablah Tn haji Aziz bin Mamat. lepas tu, panel tu buat muka pelik and cakap, saya kata pengarah sekarang. tahun 2011 ni. bukan yang dulu-dulu. lepas tu semua macam tercengang kejap and dengan muka konon-konon 110% sure berkata, masih tn hj aziz bin mamat. haha.

maka, berakhir lah interview itu which i think more to like debate haha. dan akhir tu, panel tu ada lah nasihat, cakap-cakap sikit. :)

so that's it. begitu lah lebih kurang nya.

tapi seriously, berbeza gila interview ni dengan jpa. JPA macam cool sikit and senyap sikit. yang ni macam forum plus berdebat macam tu. haha. and panel dia sumpah suka provoke. memang rawwrrr lah rasa haha. tapi okay je, because i'm cool. haha *over sudah*

maka dengan itu, marilah sama-sama berdoa agar saya menadapat biasiswa perubatan ini untuk ke russia :)

AMIN.

dengan itu, terima kasih atas doa kalian itu. :)

*oh and sesiapa yang bakal di interview tu, ambil perhatian bahawa bukan semua group soalan yang sama. soalan berbeza-beza. dia takkan tanya soalan yang sama. jadi jangan terlalu fokus dengan soalan yang saya dapat ni, research jugak tentang benda lain, isu-isu semasa yang lain. TQ*

I need miracles.

2011-04-22T11:42:00.003+08:00

i'm going to Kuala Terengganu again tomorrow. got Yayasan Terengganu interview and test. right now, i've been quite busy ( busy lah sangat kan ) doing some research on current issues, about Terengganu, all the developments etc. and i really hope i can do my very best for this interview. oh, by the way, this interview is for medical course in Russia. for Egypt, they still havent decided yet whether they're going to send students there since Yayasan Terengganu havent got any green light from the government. so, i guess, for the time being, Russia is my only chance for Yayasan Terengganu.

please, please let the ideas flow swiftly during the interview and test.

no distraction, please.

2011-04-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

haha, so true.

i'm supposed to do some research and prepare for my Yayasan Terengganu interview and test this coming sunday. but still not havent done any of it yet. this is what happened when i start typing on the keyboard. i should type 'current issues' or 'terengganu development' but then, i ended up typing 'twitter.com', 'facebook.com' and even 'tumblr.com' with a big smile on my face haha. haiyaa. gonna get my head focus on what's important and what's not. haish.

diamonds.

2011-04-20T15:01:00.004+08:00

kadang-kadang ada time tu kita akan berangan and terfikir-fikir pasal apa-apa je yang popped-out dari otak kita kan. sama ada benda tu kita suka or tidak.

dan semalam kan, tetiba je saya tersenyum sorang-sorang masa dalam kereta haha.

and nak tau sebab apa? ( farid mesti anda tau kan kenapa *keningkening* and and especially time main water polo itu haha. )

sebab teringat kan mereka ini !

my god. seminggu je kenal seems like forever kot. bond yang kami wujudkan memang sampai sekarang pun boleh rasa lagi. memang lah sekarang semua orang pun tengah busy kerja, study, exams semua tu, tapi still, kami keep in touch. every week mesti ada je something yang mereka akan share kat wall group PCA1M tu.

and my inspiration still memberi inspirasi yang menjulang-julang. i mean, kata-katanya masih memberi kesan lah dalam diri ini. ecehhh haha. *poyo*

and segala yang i belajar and lalui mase program tu, selalu akan i ingat balik and sedikit sebanyak dapat naikkan semangat i balik and semua lesson tu adalah cahaya untuk saya gunakan masa situasi hidup jadi samar. ecehhh lagi haha.

better stop sebelum semua orang pun pandang dengan sebelah kening terangkat-angkat.

and lastly, FK :)

hahahaha

muka bercahaya tampan.

2011-04-20T12:02:00.004+08:00

ini ada video nak share untuk semua hamba Allah dan pengikut Rasulullah. ye, saya tau saya terlalu kerdil untuk berbicara soal agama. yelah, diri sendiri pun terkontang kanting lagi.

korang mesti macam, "he'eleh, nadiahbs ke ni?".

video ni al-amin yang recommend suruh tengok and i think, lebih baik kalau i share it with all of you. at least, kita sama-sama dapat merenung dan tunduk malu dengan kekuasaan dan keajaiban Allah SWT.

*pause dulu lagu dekat blog ni, baru ada feel :) *

subhanallah, kalau lah saya pun dapat mimpi macam tu.. :)

have faith.

2011-04-19T14:26:00.005+08:00

i was blog-walking and saw this video on one of kyril's entry.

it some kind like gave me a wake up call.

yes, have you watch it?

and what do you feel?

it's true, right?

i mean, when we were kids, we didn't care at all of what's going to happen and about all the consequences. but, now, as we grow older, we're thinking too much and become paranoid. yes, paranoid. every single thing that we want to do will always not be done due to too much of what-if-this-thing-happened and how-am-i-gonna-cope-with-this thingy. and at last we didn't managed to do what's the best for us just because of it. the fear of losing and afraid of taking some risks had gone beyond the limit and its slowly controlling ourself. we're the one who need to control our fear and not let it slipped away and become the monster of our own reflection. you get what i'm saying, dont you?

"To surrender is 'to allow our inner resistance to melt'. Look deeply into your heart - find the highest unfulfilled good in you. It may be the fear to explore or to pursue your life's work. Disregard what others have to say. Trust and discover the wonders you may never have found if you hadn't done so."

i want one of those,

2011-04-19T10:12:00.001+08:00

mana mahu cari?

haha, so true.

2011-04-18T23:51:00.001+08:00

When my crush approaches me this way:

I pretend to be calm:

And when he’s gone I look:

I’ll start texting my friends about what happened:

And my friends are happier than me:

I’ll end up like this inside my room while recalling what happened: