of black coffee, sugar crackers and morning thoughts.

Well, not really a morning thought. And if this sheet is real, there would of course be a few stains of coffee on this haha.

So i had this long phone conversation with my college close friend last night. It was merely a catching up session on our life, and stuffs. And you know, thing would certainly lead you to a deep conversation and yes, we had that too last night.

And yes, it will always, alwaaayyyyss be on boys and relationships with this girl.

Entah, i feel like in a way, our conversation last night showed that we've changed and had already slowly figured out that we are so over those looks-over-personality, or this-guy-is-hot-and-sure-is-my-taste, orrr lets-start-dating-and-see-how-things-work-first kind of things. Itu adalah crap okay guys. Seriously. We're 24 already (ehem i am, she's 8 month away haha) but you get what i'm saying aite.

It is time to get serious. No more trying here and there, having back up and all like "what if he/she is not the one, lets find another back up cause it always good to have a plan B". Wake up wikiwiki up guys!

I know things will not always be on our side but if we're not even trying hard to make things better, how can we expect things to work out well? If we already have the thought of having a back up if the relationship fails, we won't give our best shot on this. Human feelings are not to be played even how innocent, kind or faithful he/she is. Once you confessed, and tell what you've been bottling up since God knows how long, then go work your ass off for that thing. Don't let the other party being left hanging after he/she starting to like and develop an interest on you. Work to that marriage stuff, be serious.

And alhamdulillah thing with my girl over here is working out pretty well and guess what guess whattt, they're planning on that serious matter already! I'm so proud of her and i think she definitely deserved someone like him.

And you know, when you already have that someone who you think are the person and you can imagine life with him/her, and you're so into him/her (like how my friend over here feels) you would definitely feel like, " eh he's like really the one for me lah, and kalau bagi i, sekarang kahwin pun boleh. Like why must we wait so long kan. Sekarang pun i dah ready!" Haha that's how we both felt last night and how the boys, relationships, and jodoh conversation ended before we moved on to another topic h

So yeah, i felt her, she felt me. And the whole conversation was really something to me cause i really feel like she knows what she really wants now (the right way and all). Told her, the 8 years she think she's been wasting on for nothing or for a jerk, is all worth it cause now she got someone yang dia (and even me) truly yakin boleh bawa dia ke lebih baik. Aw aw. True, semua yang berlaku ada hikmah. And we just have to find em and always always have faith on Him.

And as for me, have i found my person? My one?





Let's all of us have a big laugh on that! Lewlz

Wey eyy eyyy

I have decided that i wanna start blogging againnnn! After a really long hiatus.
But the thing is I'm not quite sure whether to just go on with this account or make a new one and start fresh! (?)

Hm a fresh start would be nice but...
I don't know.

Will see...

And for now, I'm so thrilled to have this blogging feeling again and I really hope that it last!

Lol 2011 photo throwback guys! 

It's just the urge to write, nothing much

LOL,
Hi, so here I am with sudden urge of writing again, and I don't know why.

Well, nothing to write about much actually. It just like I kinda missed my old self with so much thoughts and things to talk and vent about, and now everything *puff* goes away like how I think I'm starting to lose my real self.

Hm.
Real self?

How my real self was like? Haha I have no freaking ideas. It just that I feel different now. I'm not sure what changed, but there are surely something that I used to have in myself but not anymore. And its kinda sad. You know things will change eventually in this world, but you know you can never lose that one thing in yourself, but it did anyway. *sigh*

Ugh! Okay I hate all this feeling and I shouldn't have started my day feeling crap and all.

Okay. *tryna think positive* lewlz

No school today and I don't know what to do. Not that I like schools, but I feel kinda lonely right now, and I am alone. So yeah, let's get up from this bed and do something fun today! NOT. -.-

Still a blogger (I guess)

Hey.
Been almost a year since I blog here.

Suddenly, I feel like starting to get back on my blogging habit. But yeah, not sure if it will last but I wished I could spare my time at least once a week to update this blog.

Life has been pretty dull these days. Not really a good start for a new year.
Guess I miss home too much. Counting days to home! 18 days to go babeh!

Of Abaya and Mockery

I've wasted 19 years of my life with those stupid, bad, non-beneficial stuffs and activities and no one cares. Suddenly, in this short time of life-changing moments, less than 1 year yet, I receive a lot of bad comments and mockeries.

How irony.
A big round of applause to this very world.
Who mock people who do good deeds,
And ignore people who do bad stuffs.
Because apparently it's the in-thing and norms.

HA-HA-HA

I got mocked and laughed twice in a night, because I was wearing an abaya. Well, by Muslims itself.
I don't see any wrong putting on abaya, going out to the mall.
But I seriously, see something that is super wrong with your short skirt and tight clothes, my sisters.

Hmm.
I hope I to see you again, sissy. Wearing fine, good, decent clothes, one day. In shaa Allah.
Ameen.

Think twice.

You know that feeling when people always look at you as if you always be that innocent sweet little girl since forever and still is, but the truth is you are never any holier than any of your friends and even bad, you are the one with the darkest secret past that nobody knows of.

Yes.

That's me.

I am not writing this entry tonight to reveal any of my secrets or my past stories that I wished never ever happened at the first place, but well looking at the bright side, it did mould me to a person I am right now. Maybe I am never that one perfect girl ( well, who does ) but at least this path that I am taking in ( always and still in the process of becoming a better Muslimah ), is the path that I'm pretty much sure will lead me to a better ending, in shaa Allah. I never asked for any of those things that happened to me in the past, but Allah knows the best and surely He put me in that situations, made bad, humiliating things happened to me in order to give lesson to me. To purify me, I must say. :) 

To think back of what had happened and why everything happened, I am truly glad that Allah has planned my journey in His very best way. As I recalled every single major life changing things that happened to me, feels like wanna cry a jug as I feel so blessed for Allah has saved me so many times for all the big sins that I would probably fall into. Alhamdulillah, for each of His cares and guidances to me. 

Well, actually, I never realised all these things until this one shocking news broke that almost made my heart stop beating. Almost speechless to the disbelieve, I was numb for a second. Indeed, I feel the love of the Lord for protecting me all these years. If I wasn't being transferred from that school and called 'that thing' off,  I couldn't imagine what will happen to me. How amazing every plan He has sketched for me is! O Allah, you never failed to awe me even with a slightest thing. 

But who knows, by being transferred to a new school, Allah has tested me with quite a similar task but it involved a whole different story of friendship, loyalty and greed. As weak as I am, I failed the test and I was badly influenced by my Nafs and Shaytan. Astaghfirullah. 

I seriously couldn't imagine what I would become if I still taking that road. The path that surely would lead me to the hell fire. All my bad deeds in the past, will I take it as a lesson-to-learn and will always be the best teacher to teach me distinguishing between a good thing and a bad one, in shaa Allah.

 And till now, I am still holding to this one saying, ;

"Every pious person has a past, and every sinner has a future."

Never underestimate the power of Hidayah.

"Kun fayakun". If Allah says, Be! Be it is. 

If He has set upon you to be a believer, you certainly would be one and no one has the power to reject it without He wills. And vice versa. 

Indeed, Allah is the best planner. 

So, think twice if you are saying that you have sinned as big as the planet Mars and Allah won't probably forgive you.

Think again.

Allah mercy will always remains and He never failed to listen to each prayer and taubah of His servants. 

"Verily, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves."

If you say it is hard to let go all those sins that you make, think twice and ask yourselves, how much longer do you wanna hold on to it? So, learn to let go. If you keep on holding to that one thing that means "everything" to you, you will never  give yourselves the chance to experience a much better, valuable thing or event. 

Yes, there's always time to change, but do remember, the time to change will definitely stop when your life have been taken away from this dunya.

And who lose at that very moment?

Who's that someone?

I was there.

Hiding from reality. A reality that hit me real hard, real bad. As if I've been slapped, punched, kicked and bullied in front of a crowd but no one came towards me. No one trying to make a move. No one showing themselves up.  As pathetic as it was, I saw thousands of stares but not even a pair of helping hands.

I was there.
Still right there, helpless. Torn.

And suddenly, out of nowhere...

In a very low, soft voice.
Someone whispered to me,

"Jangan jatuh."

"Jangan jatuh."

"Jangan jatuh."

And then, I realised that, that someone was me.

Re-fuel

It's Fridayyy !

Again.

Means, another week wasted, *pufff* just like that. It weird how I have no mood at all to study though before the semester break started, I had, well solemnly said that I'm going to study everyday for the whole semester break. I guess, I broke too much promises that I made to myself, didn't I? 

Hmmm. So, December is back. The last month of 2012. How shocking is that?!

2013 is coming. In shaa Allah.

And looking back to what I am right now, at the edge of 2012 and who I was back at the early of the year of 2012, there's a mix feeling filling me up. Well. Maybe I am pretty satisfy and happy as what I'm progressing and becoming in, or maybe I'm longing for more or something more superb, more to things like 'woahhhh wow wow', I might say. Like being a superwoman or something. Haha.

Well.

Yknow, that feeling. When you know you are running out of time. Less time you have than you have ever thought. Or even when something is running towards you, trying to catch you up, and you still at that position. Numb. Effortless. or maybe lost. In your own world that you have created, with some walls and shields between you and the outside world. Ahhh crap. Whatever. Hmmm, I just feel pretty useless lately. 

I waste too much time. 

And I regret.

And I keep on doing it again.

And I regret again.

Please.

Save me. From all these regrets.

Oh I'm in love !

Uuuulalaaaaa my very first red velvet cake !
Couldnt believe on how much I love baking. ;)

Taraaaaa ! ( Well, of course I google-d to look out for the recipe )

#Pray4Gaza

 

Because I was once, an ignorant.
And I don't wanna be that person anymore.

Of GraciousHim and LazyMe

Allah had sent upon me THREE dreams of A-level exams in A WEEK. On how I didnt really prepared for the exams and how I came late to the exam room, TWICE ! And also how I became so blank and blur till I forgot to bring my stationary ! 

He wanted me to study and really get prepared for my examination. He wanted me to really struggle and strive for it. 

And look at me, still in my own lazy world. 

Nak pass ke tak woiiiii ?

Tiga mimpi dah cukup okay, Nadiahbs. 

Get your lazy ass off the laptop and start studying and please, focus. 

Please.

Luckily. I haven't burnt the kitchen. Yet. Hahaha

Semester break started and since I got plenty of free time to be spend, I chose to learn to cook and bake ! Yeeehaaaa. Well, I'm not really a good cook, and this is my first time I'm being serious in learning how to cook, I guess it just the right time to know ( at least, couple of recipes ) how to fill up my tummy with my own cook. So, here's some pictures of what I've learnt so far. Thanks to the internet, I managed to google-d lots of good recipes. Heeeee ;)

Pardon the look of the food. It taste better than it looked. Hahahaha *perasan*

Oreo cheesecake. 

Glad that Iqa and Dina loved it. Well, I love it too, since cheesecake is my fave !

 

Puding Karamel.

Bahahahhaha. This one really look uglayyy. I guess, I'm not really good in making my food looks attractive for people to eat, isn't it. 

Stuffed tomatoes, with mozarella cheese.

Just made this one for lunch today ! Cheese cheese cheese and more cheese. 

Well, basically I love to cook anything related to cheese, because I'm just simply a cheese-freak, I guess. lololol. Will try to learn more recipes ! And hopefully, my food look and taste better next time. ;) 

xoxo, 

Chef Nadiahbs.

Hahahaha

3, 2, 1 ! Goodbye and Hello !

Assalamualaikum.

I hope it is still not too late to wish Salam Maal Hijrah to all Muslim out there. Indeed, time flies so fast. It's 1434 H already. A new year means, another year of struggling and another chance given for us to become a better person, a better Muslim. :)

Yesterday is history.

Today is presence.

And tomorrow is future.

Lets make yesterday a day to remember, treasure all the sweet memories and learn all the bad things and mistakes that we've done. It is okay to turn back, to stop by and to look upon what we have done in the past because as what quoted "Those who do not learn from the past, are doomed to repeat it". Yes, so sometimes it's better to recall them cause it could make us feel better, at least. Because make us realise that, we are still living in this world, are still given a chance to make things better and one thing for sure, will open our eyes that we are continuously changing, to the better or to the worst, it depends on us, on how to make it happened. Everybody changed. I also did changed, I guess. I was the one, who always afraid of changes. I never like the idea of having to change, having to adapt to a new surrounding, having to turn a new leaf and forget the old wrinkle ones. I hated those so much. But that was before. As I grew up, I know, sometimes something won't stick as how we wanted it to be, won't always stay the same and will gradually and eventually change. Well its' either getting worn out of overused or rusty of not ever being used. So, after so long, I'm getting clear that the idea of changing is not bad after all. Yet, changing is something we should try to achieve everyday and of course, it should be a good change. :)

Today, presence. The day we wake up to. And it is different to every person. To us, Malaysians, a morning awake would be the time for work, for school or even another day of semester break ( as for me hehe ), but some people out there, thousand kilometres away from us, is struggling, is hiding under a shattered house, is throwing pebbles towards their enemy, is crying after another death of their family members and is living without a sign whether they would make it to home or not when they step out of their hidden spots. And yes, people out there is Palestinians. Syrians. Our brothers. Our sisters. Yes, of course, we couldn't do much but at least, lets try to help them by making a du'a for every sujood that we made, for every jemaah that we attended and for every prayer that we ameen-ed. Thats all. At least we try, we know we have no power and strength to travel all the way to the Palestine and Syria to fight back, to provide a pair of helping hands, but little did we know, "Du'a is the most powerful weapon of a believer." So, insyaAllah by making du'a, our brothers and sisters out there will be protected and blessed by The Most Merciful. And we, here in a safer place, lets make each day as productive as we can, make full use of it. Live our life to the fullest. Work as if we're gonna live thousands of years more, and do ibadah as if we're gonna die tomorrow. InsyaAllah, all is well. :)

And tomorrow is future. Something that we can aim about, we can dream of, yet unpredictable. Everyone has a future, but how our future would be depends on us, once again. We can aim high, but if we do not struggle for it, we never try to strive for it, all is nothing. Yes, but do remember, if we already try our hardest up to our limit, and we didn't get what we should ( or we think we should ), then, never get too upset or give up on it, because Allah sees our effort, not the result. And sometimes, Allah on hold what He wanted to give to us, because He has something better and has His own agendas. So never questioned any of Allah's act upon us. "And it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know." We are human, merely a human, know nothing, even we didn't know what's best for ourselves. So lets just try our hardest, struggle to make our day, our presence and our future as best as we could, and at the end of the day, lets Allah decide what's good for us. Shall we?

InsyaAllah. A reminder to myself too.

Oh, I already made a new resolutions for myself. Have you got yours? *winkwink*
Will post on my new resolutions soon. Heee :)

Sand tickling off my feet

Just installed blogger apps on my phone ! And this is my first post via android.
Yesterday. Beach time with le girlz. Our usual hangout spot everytime I'm back in Kuantan.
Teluk Chempedak.
;)

Of happy yet fear.

SEMESTER BREAK IS HERE !!!

Alhamdulillah, done with my super-hectic third semester ! Awesome ! Super excited and I really looking forward for such a loonggggggg break. But is it a good thing? Or a bad one? Well, I do happy, well more to ecstatic actually, to have this long break off from classes and college. Such a tiring and chaotic semester I've been through. Just like what I imagined after few of my seniors told me to be prepared mentally and physically for this third semester. All is within this short period of time ; IELTS, Parents-Lecturers Meeeting ( Uhuk uhukk ), loadzzzz of HACC's events, loadzzzzzzzz of topic tests and loadzzzzzzz of subjects to catch up. But one thing for sure, this semester is very memorable and unforgettable one. I feel loved and cared, all the time ! Especially during gathering at the surau, waiting for Maghrib and Isha' prayers. I don't feel awkward anymore nor feeling left out. It's like love is in the air, love is spreading out and transferred from heart to heart. The night's sharing were just too awesome and as noob as I am in Islam matters, I got lots of inputs and new things to discover about Islam. Awww, the feeling is just beyond amazing. 

Alhamdulillah for the feeling. 

Alhamdulillah for the love.

Yes ! A One billion question above here ! Yipeeeeee OR Arghhhhh ?! 

Yipeeee! because ;

1. NO CLASS ! NO ASSIGNMENTS !
2. I don't have to spend every day and night, in the study room, facing and revising A-level books. 
3. I can sleep very late at the night, and wake up very late in the noon. Hohoho.
4. I can watch movies happily without having to worry about undone assignments.
5. I can play with my kitty kitten all day longgggggg.
6. I can hangout with my homies and indulge myself to the beautiful feeling of sitting on the beach.

Arghhhhh ! because '

1. How's my imaan would be?
2. Too many distraction.
3. How's my imaan would be?
4. Too much free time, means too much time will be wasted.
5. How's my imaan would be?
6. Lazy ass and couch potato ALERT ! Hmmmm. 
7. How's my imaan would be?

What a sad pathetic answer my nafs would gives.  *crying a jug*

However, I need to stay positive and always boost my spirit not only to maintain it but to increase my imaan at the same time. I must brace myself to overcome all the distractions and obstacles. Ewaaahhh. LOL. 

There's a few mutabaah 'amal that we already planned before semester break, and InsyaAllah I'll try to do it every single thing in the list. Well, there is no much thing to do actually but since I'm in the mood of a holidaaayyyyyyy, so even a couple of good deed would be hard to do, isn't it? InsyaAllah I'll try my best. I don't want to be among the unlucky ones who didn't take this golden opportunities and to have this so much free time should be spend wisely and to the fullest. 

Cause, WE LIVE TWICE ! 

We don't know when will our first life would be taken, might be few hours from now, might be tomorrow or might also be few years from now. Few years seem long enough, but actually, believe me, it's merely like a blink of an eye if we didn't start changing ourselves. Yes, Nadiahbs yes, reminder to you too !

Oh and I already listed out all the things that I'm planning to do during this semester break. Apart from studying,  I'm gonna learn how to cook and bake ! InsyaAllah. Hihi. Cause I wanna cook for my housemates next sem. :D And also some other things, secret stuff that couldn't been mentioned here Hoho.


P/S : Gonna have my first hangout session for this semester break, this Monday. Gonna have some breakfast and catch up a movie with my schoolmates. :)

Keep calm and do more Ibadah.

Assalamualaikum.

IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY, GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAYYY !

OPSSSS. WAIT !

SCRATCH THAT !

IT'S RAMADHAN, PEOPLE ! :D

Alhamdulillah.

Selesai sudah Satu Ramadhan. More days to go. Tapi ingat, bukan berapa banyak hari lagi puasa yang perlu kita kira, tapi berapa banyak ibadah yang kita dah lakukan sepanjang bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini.

Personally, I would say that this Ramadhan is like the first Ramadhan ever in my life which I feel like fasting as a real Muslim. Hmmm, mungkin kerana I started to practice Islam more and feel the deen itself compared to Ramadhan yang dulu yang mana I don't really appreciated 'em and it's just a 'shop till you drop' month as there would be loads and loads of sale and cheap clothes. I feel kinda embarrassed to ever recall back how I acted and how I was back then. Not that I am good enough, pious or whatever related to it right this very time, in fact I am now, still in the trial of becoming a better Muslimah and still got a long way to go. It's just that, this feelings, it just so different from the pasts and I know that I always need to push myself gradually in order to achieve my mission in making Islam as part of my routine, principle and way of life. Bak kata Ustaz Hasrizal time The Awakening Project di Cemara semester lepas,

"Orang yang berubah kerana paksa adalah mangsa. Tapi orang yang berjaya adalah mereka yang memaksa diri."

Bukan semua orang boleh jadi guru sekolah, pensyarah kolej, doktor perubatan, polis jenayah, hakim mahkamah, tapi yang pasti, semua orang boleh jadi Muslim dan Muslimah yang berjaya. Cuma semua itu bergantung pada ini ( point to the heart ). I always ask myself, apa yang saya mahu dalam hidup? Apa yang saya kejar sebenarnya? Dan apa yang saya perlukan sebenarnya? Sebenar benar benarnya, kita tak perlu persoalkan pun benda itu kerana sepatutnya memang ia perlu dah terserap dalam hati dan minda kita dan secara automatiknya akan terjawab tanpa perlu dipersoal. Namun semua perlu dimulakan dengan hati dan hati adalah penting dalam segala apa yang kita lakukan. Contoh terdekat, in every single thing that we wanna do, niat kita itu penting dan ia terletak pada hati. Jadi, hati ni basically more or less boleh menentukan buruk baik perlakuan kita, dan tak lupa juga dibantu dengan akal fikiran kita. Tapi, bila recalled balik Prof Tariq Ramadan saying in his last talk,

"Our heart is changing everyday. There's a difference between understanding through heart and mind. If you understand through mind, you'll become arrogance."

Arrogance yawww ! O Allah, mohon jauhkan lah kami dari sifat arrogance dan jadikanlah kami se-humble yang mungkin. So, memang betullah yang hati ini penting, so saya sedang mencuba sedaya upaya untuk memulihkan hati saya yang hitam dan rosak ini supaya jadi bersih dan suci seperti kalian di luar sana. Mesti hebat kan perasaan dapat jadi hebat macam korang yang hebat-hebat di luar sana tu? :D Uuuuuuu, mahu jadi super macam korang juga *wink* Susah, memang susah. Siapa kata senang, mudah dan licin untuk berubah 360 darjah sebegitu? Eh, tapi saya akan cuba. Mungkin mampu 200 darjah sahaja, ataupun takat 145 darjah, tapi at least saya mencuba kan? Allah tak lihat pada hebatnya pengakhiran kita semata-mata, namun pada efforts yang kita letak untuk menjadikan pengakhiran kita itu sesuatu yang manis dan hebat. Ewaahhh.

I really hope that this very special month of the year would give a thousands of benefits for me and you. Oppss, wait. Make it GAZZILIONS OF BENEFITS for all of us ! Because who knows that this might be our last Ramadhan ever in our life?

"Everyone is going to die. Life is limited." - Prof Tariq Ramadan

Jadi, apa tunggu lagi.

Brothers and sisters, JOM MARATHON KE SYURGA ! :)

P/S : First Ramadhan tahun ini di rumah Kuantan after three years :D

An early Raya Shopping !

Just received my very first purchase of ThePoplook ! Bought 3 dresses. The green one is my sis's and the other two are mine ! *winkwink*

IMMA HAPPY KID ! :D

Ladies ! Check out their website ! There are lotsa nice clothes to wear ! :)

Because we're awesome liddat.

Pernah dengar pasal geng Bangsawan?

My geng during two years in SESTER.

Eh sat sat.

Bangsawan bukan atas duit atau harta kami ya.

Bangsawan sebabbbb....

INI ! ( Click this link ) *Syaza's blog*

Well, though ada beberapa fakta yang terlari sikit dengan apa yang Syaza tulis ( Biasalah minah tu, long term memory lost. Amboii cakap orang, diri sendiri tak sedar. FINE -.- ), but still the main point is there. Sebab ramai yang salah sangka yang kitorang bajet letak nama Bangsawan sebab konon kaya HAHAH. This is so not true, people. -_____-

Oh and by clicking the given link, you will also know all the 13 Bangsawans ! :D

*Cehh bagai promote pulak*

You, my friend. I have something to tell you.

Ze SuperNadiahbs iz tired of pretending to be Superb.

I am tired. Tired of everything.

Every single word that left unsaid.

Every single thing that left undone.

Why?

Because I'm just too coward to face the possible outcomes. The outcomes that when I say something or give advises to people, they will start avoiding me. They will not gonna share anything with me again. They will feels discomfort around me and think that I'm such a tedious person. I don't want to have that feeling. All the outcomes that I couldn't bear to stand and witness and ever even experience it myself. But then I knew, that I really need to stand up and speak up what I've been longing to say for a long time.

But...

What if, the friendship bonds between us would not be the same again.

Tear up.

Tear apart.

Broken.

I'm tired of being a coward. I'm tired of being the girl who don't know how to get mad. I'm tired of blinding myself from all the wrong things that people did. I'm tired of not being able to say the right words and do the right things. I'm tired of not having the gut to tell someone their wrongdoings. I'm tired of pretending that I don't know what happens around when I exactly know the whole true stories and the details.

I'm tired of being me. A selfless girl. I'm just tired.

You know the feelings? When all the guilts and sadness surrounding us because we didn't do the right things at the right time? And all the "free" sins that we have to get just because we didn't tell and advise them when we can? And just let it slip away from our sight.

And to tell you the truth, the guilts will keep on haunting us and the sins will also keep on burdening our left shoulders with or without our consciousness.

Well, at least that's what I feel right now.

And for the gazillionth time, I'm TIRED of all these things up to the point where I'm tired of telling and even mentioning that I'm tired. Pffttt.

And I don't know how to overcome all these stupid feelings. T_T

So that I can untie this tongue of mine and spill every single things that I wanted to say. Not because I'm the type of person who simply loves bugging into people's life. But just because I care for all of you. I care for my friends that I always wanted the best for them. That's all :'(

Huh? Wait. Hold a second, buddy.

Yes. I'm not perfect. Not even close.

But who's perfect, anyway?

Teach me. Please. Teach how to do it.

Dan Kita BUKAN Mereka.

"There are not YOU."

Ya.

Sebab itu mereka begitu.

Boleh sekeh je kepala kita.

Boleh lenyek je badan kita.

Boleh tonyoh je muka kita.

Sebab mereka lain.

Kita ada agama.

Ada Tuhan.

Ada Quran.

Ada Adab.

Ada Santun.

Mereka ada apa?

P E L U R U ?

HAHAHA

Berapa lama sangat boleh hidup dengan itu?

#PrayForSyria

#PrayForPalestine

#PrayForMuslim

Eh? Hashtag kat sini pun boleh. Haha.