Ulalaaaa !

Okay. Attention.

This might be a one lame entry of celebrity crush. HAHA.

*wink*

Ohmygod ! Had the most awesome dream ever last night ! I just couldn't believe it that I was actually dreamt about One Tree Hill haha. Funny enough, I was there, IN THE STORY, with Mr. Hottie, Chad Michael Murray ! Who would ever imagine that I would stand and walk beside him ?! Yes, BESIDE HIM. But it's nothing like a movie though, it was like we're in the same college going through our life like a normal person. But there's also some conflicts and dramas. Wait ! Maybe it do looks like the OTH series, the situation, the surrounding. Weehooo. :) That is soooo cool ! and there was also Brooke Darvis ( Sophie Bush ) and her girl friends. We had our meal together at McD haha. There's also an event where my hand was massively bleeding due to hmmm okay I forgot why my hand was bleeding. But of course, I was with Chad Michael Murray or should I called him as Lucas Scott heeee ;) I swear there was a lot, yes A LOT of events going on. I can't really remember all of it. But sure as heck it was the most awesome dream I ever had ! Wohooo for the dream of Dec 25th !

The story supposed to be a lot longer, but I just can't recalled all of the dream. Better than nothing, right? I woke up with a smile, I tell ya !

Quite a good end for 2011, isn't it?

*GRIN*

Nadideo Nadidei

Found this on tumblr ! Haven't do this kind of stuff for quite a longggg time. Though this is all the so-myspace thingy, I always have fun doing it ! ;)

Let's begin !

1. Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?

Hmm. Depends on the reasons we broke up.

2. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
No, because I'm not really into those cheesy moments when in relationship with someone. But if you talked about bestfriends forever and ever. well definitely NO, they never leave me ! I love them for always being there whenever I'm in good and bad.

3. Your relationship status?

Well, I'm single. But in my facebook account, I'm married to Shahera Zahari ! Awwww :D

4. Where did you meet your crush(es)?
Where else other than high school and college, aite?

5. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Alhamdulillah, not yet.

7. Do you smoke weed regularly?
"of course !" HAHAHA -.-

8. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Hmm I already stated before that I'm single. So, NO. have been single for almost a year. Wohooo for that !

9. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Not really. They're not mad, just advising as how parents usually react when they know we're dating someone.

10. When was the last time you really laughed?
Yesterday, I guess. Well I always laugh over silly things.

11. Something is wrong. First guy you turn to?
Hmmmm...

12. First girl you’d turn to?

First girl? No one to be exact. Depends on the subjects/problems. But surely its gonna be anyone from My 54F's and bangsawans ! and not to forget, my lesbo partner, Sheraaaaa.

13. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Not sure about that. Well, I'm well-liked by others HAHAHA perasan sudah.

14. Angry at anyone?

No, not anymore. I learnt to apologize, forgive and forget.

15. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Either my friend like him or the small voice inside my head says that I'm not suitable for him. oh, and I like to observe and if he did anything that I don't fancy of, it's a sign to stop liking him.

16. When was the last time you cried really hard?
Can't recalled.

17. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes. My ego tells me not to mention it here hahaha.

18. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
Sheraaa. But it was like more than a week before.

19. What is your favorite song?

Lotsssszzz. Jason Mraz's, Wani Ardy's, Adele's and moreeeeeeeee haha. ( okay, not answering the question )

20. Do you like Red Bull?
You mean, the isotonic drink? Yes, whenever I drink it, I feel like having some kind of superpower. LOL

21. How many people can you tell just about everything to?
About everything? EVERYTHING? Well, there's no one. Some stuff, I just let it bury and only me, Nadiahbs knows 'em.

22. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
No, I don't think I have ever seen one. :|

23. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Yes, my daddy ! ;)

24. Describe yourself in one word.
Nadiahbs. ( Yes, I'm Nadiahbs and no word can describe who I am )

25. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Hmm not sure.

26. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
With my cousins ! muehehehe.

27. Do you rebound?

Once. I don't think I'll be doing that again because as long as I can remember, it always ended up being what it is before the "rebound". -.-

28. Ever cheated on someone?
Yes. and I rather not talk about it. Past is past.

29. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Nevermind. It's merely a crush anyway.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No. I want that person to like who I am, not who am I around 'em.

31. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
phone number, jersey's number hoho.

32. Is it hard to make you laugh?
No, as easy as ABC haha. I laugh over EVERYTHING. Sometimes, people don't get what I'm laughing at.

33. Who was the last person to make you mad?
Mom. Hmmmm.

34. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I don't know. I couldn't read people's mind especially someone who is in 'history' folder and no longer in my present.

35. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Well, my dad and my girl friends.

36. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
Haha, bukan nak perasan. Tapi ada kot. Eceehhh

37. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
Yes, 54F sleepover at MS Garden Hotel.

38. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
YES.

39. Is your best friend a slut?
VERY ANGELIC, okayyy. hoho.

40. Is hard drugs a turn off?
Absolutelayyy !

41. Are you happy with life right now?
So-so.

42. Are you still in love with your ex?
HAHAHAHA, of course not.

43. Are you still in love with your ex?
Memang tak perlu lah kan nak tanya dua kali.

44. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
Rather not talk about it.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Who doesn't?

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yes. Oppss.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Yes. Don't wanna mention here. ;'(

48. Where is your best friend?
Right inside here *pointing to my heart*

49. Something you’re happy about?
YEAR END SALE! :D

50. How is your heart lately?

Getting stronger. Jyeah ! ;)

Still choosing the passenger seat.

HEY ! I FREAKIN' PASSED THE FREAKIN' JPJ TEST.

Ok.Bye.

New Turn-On !

" Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on ; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you. "

-Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill


I am sooo into Chad Michael Murray right now haha. Just started my One Tree Hill marathon couple of weeks ago. Already finished 2 seasons. I know that this series like so long ago, kira macam dah agak outdated to all of you, but wth I just love this stories ! Especially when Chad Michael Murray is in there ! New turn-on babeehh ! ;)

I need a fake driving license.

Hey. Well, as everyone knows ( mostly my friends, of course ), I still have no driving license. It's just because I don't know how to drive and I have no idea why on earth should we need a driving license to drive? -.- I'm in the state of considering to not getting a license at all. Hmm, actually I already registered for this driving class thingy on January '11. I keep on skipping my class, well the truth is I'm not really 'skipping' the class, I just don't called the driving school to set my date for every class that I have to attend. And so, the teacher who the one, need to call me to confirm with all the dates and stuff. People took all of their class, which sum-up to be about 10 hours, ( isn't it or is it more? okay, I dont really care ) in just less than a month, right? And well, as for me, it took me about 4 months to complete all the classes.

My last JPJ test was on June. Actually, we kinda rushed at the last minute because my registration of college was on July. Hence, everything needed to be settled by June. So yeah, I took the test, and I passed the Jalanraya part, and not the Bukit and Parking part. I screwed on bukit and I couldn't believe it -.- I was doing so well during my class, ( well, I like to think like that to, though the teacher was literally scream her lung out during teaching me. ) I'm not good in driving, seriously. Especially, manual cars. Well I haven't try auto yet, but I think I will do just fine and not as suck as I drive manual, hopefully. ;) I think I don't have balance coordination or whatever we called 'em. Means, my hands and legs like cannot work at the same time haha. It's kinda weird for people who plays sport, right? Ecehhh poyosss.

Oh, and this coming Wednesday, I will be repeating, yes REPEATING my jpj test. Thank god, I need to only repeat the bukit and parking part, though I kinda forgot how to do bukit and parking thingy. But, it still relieved me as I don't have to go through those awkward moments in the car with the JPJ officer again. This tuesday gonna be my last class ( which is the only class I got ) before repeating the test. Please pray that I'll do just fine those two days in the driving school.

Oh, fact about me : I HATE DRIVING SCHOOL. I feel all alienated and lonely everytime I have my classes and I don't know why.

Oh, another fact about me : I SUCK AT DRIVING, BUT I'M GOOD AT SITTING AT THE PASSENGER SEAT. yes, really good that you won't even asked me to drive or take the driver seat *wink* hahaha.

Okay, just pray that I pass the second test ! So that my RM180 ( this is so expensive, since my friends from other states just need to pay Rm30, RM60 and so to repeat their jpj test. Not fair ! ) won't be wasted over The Most Loser Driver Award.

Human with Big Heart.

The one who made me realize about what is Life & Success.

Until a thousand years, always be my inspiration.

My muse. My motivation.

Always will.

;)

Options. And I chose it wisely.

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