The Chaperone

so, siang tadi bosangggg sangat sangat. maka, i pun search lah kat awooh.com any movie yang seronok untuk dilihat. ingat ke nak tengok cerita hantu, yang Roommate tu, malangnya sudah di remove -.-

cari punya cari, jumpa lah cerita ni. tak heavy sangat. nak kata best, takdelah best sangat. okay okay jelah. n tak sangka pulak yang Triple H pandai berlakon movie.

syeera sanders

guys, korang pernah dengar tak perempuan bernama syeera sanders? dia ni salah satu lah top kat youtube. kalau korang tak pernah dengar, memang rugi lah. dia ni awesome lah jugak. pandai gila kot reka lagu sendiri. banyak lah jugak lagu yang dia tulis sendiri. and kat bawah ni, her songs. suara dia best jugak. sempoi je. u guys should check out her channel on youtube. :) click here yo !

entri 5 minit

baiklah. dah tersangat ngantuk ni. tapi nak juga cakap something yang saya baru perasan tadi.

korang perasan tak betapa sopan dan penuh tertib nya kita sebenarnya? i mean, secara tak sedar, kita sebenarnya sedang hormat menghormati antara satu sama lain?

nak tau kenapa tetiba saya cakap macam ni?

sebab tadi, saya chatting ngan kawan n tetibe bila dah ngantuk and nak off, saya bitau dia.

and kami pun saling berkata 'bye' and 'good night'.

maka nya, dari situ tiba-tiba saya terperasan something magical. haha. magical lah sangat kan?

cuma tadi rasa macam wow kejap sebab tak sangka yang kita sebenarnya sedang mengamalkan kesopanan kan? haha

yelahh cuba bayangkan kalau kita tak beradab. mestilah kita ngantuk or rasa nak off je kita akan terus off dan tinggalkan kawan kita itu terkapai-kapai blur. kan kan? namun kita bukan begitu. kita selalunya akan cakap dan bitau seprti ini,

"wey, oklah. aku nak off dulu. good night. bye."

tak kesah lah lelaki ke perempuan ke. memang pasti ada kan begitu?

tetiba rasa terharu je dengan manusia sekalian. touching touching lah pulekk. haha

ok then,

baiklah. mahu tidur sudah.

bye, good night. :)

will be back

maaf, kekurangan update blog kebelakangan ini. tengah busy apply for scholarships yang dateline dia 2 3 hari lagi. so, pemerahan otak berlaku lagi. ya, memang sangat susah kot nak apply for universities ni.

and nak apply scholar MARA or JPA pun macam pecah kepala dah.

tapi orang kata, kalau ada rezeki tu, apply mana-mana pun InsyaAllah boleh dapat kan kan?

so, mari click, submit dan bertawakal :)

rasional sikit, boleh?

apa dah jadi? dunia memang dah nak terbalik ke? atau manusia je yang makin gila?

jangan buat benda bodoh macam ni. melalui berita, mangsa baru lepas bergaduh dengan boyfriendnya. jadi? engkau sorang je yang pernah bergaduh dengan boyfriend? kalau semua orang pun fikiran dan perangai macam ni. selang satu jam, mesti ada je kes-kes bunuh diri macam ni. makin tercalarlah imej Islam.

fikir lah secara rasional. ingat Tuhan. itu yang terpenting.

i'll mark 23rd march 2011 on my life's calendar.

some tears rolled on my cheeks as we're waiting for the teachers to ask us to enter the hall for the spm results announcement. no, at that time, i have no idea of what i'm gonna get. i cried just because i was too nervous. yes, i started to feel more nervous and shaking when people said that only 36 of the students got straight A's. and at that point, i immediately hugged my friend and couldn't hold my tears. it just that i felt that the number 36 is too little for 113 of us. it felt like my hope just slipped and fell into pieces. i thought that our school gonna achieved around 50 students for straight A's. i felt stupid for crying since there's nothing we can actually do if we screwed. but then, i tried to calm. and entered the hall without thinking craps.

as we sat waiting for the principal to give some words of wisdom and announced the school's GPS, i cried for the second time for that day haha. i don'n know why. but it seemed like i couldn't control my emotion =.=

and then, Cikgu Fauzi said ;

"okay. sekarang ni masa untuk kamu semua tahu keputusan masing-masing. beratur ikut kelas masing-masing. yang mana takde slip result pada guru kelas tu, maknanya ada pada cikgu jamil dan yang tu lah yang dapat 9A."

all my friends quickly get off from their seats and rushed to the front anxiously hoping that their results were not in their class teachers' hands. but me, i turned back and went to my parents and said that i don't wanna go and take the result. i dont wanna queue. and for the third time for that day, i cried. again. haha. i know, i know. what the hell is wrong with me?! -_______- my mom felt sympathy and i saw tears already filled her eyes.

and then, suddenly ;

"Nadiah.......Nadiah Baharum Shah."

and i was freaking shocked! my mom was like, "eh adik! adik !"

i swept my tears away and came out front to received my result slip from the principal. they asked my parents to came in front too to take some photos.

and that time the only word that i can said is Alhamdullilah.

only God knows how i felt that moments. that was really satisfying. all the hard work, the midnight studies really paid off. the tears of depressing when failing some subjects and low self-esteem when seeing others from first class achieved many A's in all examinations slightly gave some kind of motivation and spirit to myself to stand the same level as them. and Alhamdulillah, i get what i'm hoping for.

and i hope that the success that given by Allah won't stop until here. i'm longing for a lot more in future and i hope that i will try my very best to achieve my dreams and further studies in the course that i want.

once we failed, doesn't mean we'll failed forever. and once we're succeed, doesn't mean we'll succeed forever.

hence, i'll try to always be humble all the time and hoped that the fortunes i got wouldn't make me boast, InsyaAllah.

p/s : pray for my success in the future. :)

it's exactly 24 hours before the announcement

i'm going to Kuala Terengganu this evening. and as the world knows, tomorrow is the freaking day for all the SPM 2010-leavers to freak out because tomorrow the freaking SPM RESULT WILL BE ANNOUNCED ! and yes, like others, i'm quite nervous and couldnt take my mind off from thinking those ridiculous result that i might get. i mean, am i gonna be excellent or just so-so. haiyaa.

so pray for the best of me. and wish me a very good luck so that tomorrow, march 23rd 2011 gonna be the best damn day ever in my life. perhaps.

till then.

p/s : i can guarantee nothing whether i'm gonna post an entry on my SPM result or not. just wait and see. :|