I was there.
Hiding from reality. A reality that hit me real hard, real bad. As if I've been slapped, punched, kicked and bullied in front of a crowd but no one came towards me. No one trying to make a move. No one showing themselves up. As pathetic as it was, I saw thousands of stares but not even a pair of helping hands.
I was there.
Still right there, helpless. Torn.
And suddenly, out of nowhere...
In a very low, soft voice.
Someone whispered to me,
"Jangan jatuh."
"Jangan jatuh."
"Jangan jatuh."
And then, I realised that, that someone was me.