Monday, October 31, 2016

It's just the urge to write, nothing much

Hi, so here I am with sudden urge of writing again, and I don't know why.

Well, nothing to write about much actually. It just like I kinda missed my old self with so much thoughts and things to talk and vent about, and now everything *puff* goes away like how I think I'm starting to lose my real self.

Real self?

How my real self was like? Haha I have no freaking ideas. It just that I feel different now. I'm not sure what changed, but there are surely something that I used to have in myself but not anymore. And its kinda sad. You know things will change eventually in this world, but you know you can never lose that one thing in yourself, but it did anyway. *sigh*

Ugh! Okay I hate all this feeling and I shouldn't have started my day feeling crap and all.

Okay. *tryna think positive* lewlz

No school today and I don't know what to do. Not that I like schools, but I feel kinda lonely right now, and I am alone. So yeah, let's get up from this bed and do something fun today! NOT. -.-