Monday, October 31, 2016
Hi, so here I am with sudden urge of writing again, and I don't know why.
Well, nothing to write about much actually. It just like I kinda missed my old self with so much thoughts and things to talk and vent about, and now everything *puff* goes away like how I think I'm starting to lose my real self.
How my real self was like? Haha I have no freaking ideas. It just that I feel different now. I'm not sure what changed, but there are surely something that I used to have in myself but not anymore. And its kinda sad. You know things will change eventually in this world, but you know you can never lose that one thing in yourself, but it did anyway. *sigh*
Ugh! Okay I hate all this feeling and I shouldn't have started my day feeling crap and all.
Okay. *tryna think positive* lewlz
No school today and I don't know what to do. Not that I like schools, but I feel kinda lonely right now, and I am alone. So yeah, let's get up from this bed and do something fun today! NOT. -.-
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Been almost a year since I blog here.
Suddenly, I feel like starting to get back on my blogging habit. But yeah, not sure if it will last but I wished I could spare my time at least once a week to update this blog.
Life has been pretty dull these days. Not really a good start for a new year.
Guess I miss home too much. Counting days to home! 18 days to go babeh!
Sunday, March 17, 2013
A big round of applause to this very world.
Who mock people who do good deeds,
And ignore people who do bad stuffs.
Because apparently it's the in-thing and norms.
I got mocked and laughed twice in a night, because I was wearing an abaya. Well, by Muslims itself.
I don't see any wrong putting on abaya, going out to the mall.
But I seriously, see something that is super wrong with your short skirt and tight clothes, my sisters.
I hope I to see you again, sissy. Wearing fine, good, decent clothes, one day. In shaa Allah.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Saturday, December 22, 2012
I was there.
Hiding from reality. A reality that hit me real hard, real bad. As if I've been slapped, punched, kicked and bullied in front of a crowd but no one came towards me. No one trying to make a move. No one showing themselves up. As pathetic as it was, I saw thousands of stares but not even a pair of helping hands.
I was there.
Still right there, helpless. Torn.
And suddenly, out of nowhere...
In a very low, soft voice.
Someone whispered to me,
And then, I realised that, that someone was me.