i'm having a really tough time right now. things didnt work like how it supposed to be. i hate when i really need to stand straight n keep my nose high when i'm numb with what was actually going on. i hope things will be back the way it is. i hate changes n i'm not strong in going through a major changes right now. i aint coward, it just that i'm enjoying my life now n dont want anyone or anything to start messing it up. i may look tough physically but the truth is i'm just fragile. i need extra strength. seriously.