world seems to be different now. really different. well, besides the technologies ect ect, peoples. yes, peoples. especially teenagers or kids. even if they are 1 year younger than me, but it just seems like they are 2 or 3 years older than me.
because, you know, when i first step to high school. i was like very childish. still playing around, running here and there, playing kids stuff...but now, its different. peoples step in high school, and after a month, they already had fallen in love, have boyfriends/girlfriends, being cheesy. and then, broke up, and dating with other guys/girls again. and broke up again, and dating again. its like the-must-thing-to-do when you're in high school or else you'll be the losers or the lamest of all. they're acting older than their age.
sometimes, in 1 year, they got already like 5 ex-boyfriends/girlfriends. no, i'm not lying. its for real. seriously. i really curious of what had happened now. you know, all this stuff. why its happening? frankly, i'm saying all this not because i'm jealous or what, i'm just curious.
it really freak me out sometimes. why kids really want to be the adults? and the adults want to be the kids? i mean not really like that. hurm, how can i put it the right way?
oh ok, like the older one want to look younger. but the younger one want to look older. is it the world had been upside down? *sigh
i dont know what will happen in 10 years from now. its not that i'm thinking so far, or maybe i did. but sometimes the changes isnt really what it should happen. sometimes we dont need all the changes. sometimes to remain the same is better. waaaay better. but i guess, the changes will still happen continueosly without stopping every minute, every year, every moment. and it will feel like we're staying in a different new world every times we realize it.
*changes isnt really necessary for me. sometimes, i just want it to remain the same. FOREVER. cause i just like the way it is. ;)